tragedy

struck. and it struck hard.
all I can do is pray. pray for everyone, and that everythings ok.
now is time to say that 'time heals everything'
stay up, stay up!
im gonna pray, and pray.
im so so so so worried..

whiny shminy

people nowadays keep bitching and moaning about their life. how their whole entire 'life' changed, and how they can't live anymore. why? because they're grounded for a month or two.
or they can't go out.
or they're getting yelled at by parents for 5 minutes
SUCKKKK it up, seriously.
its gonna be over, nothing even changed
you're making it x738234 worse for yourself, kay?

wow..

im so speechless.
I just finished slumdog millionaire, and its my new official favorite movie. and its not that easy to be my fave movie, and this. tops everything.

WOW. its truly amazing. its deep. really deep. I think I bit off all my nails by the end of the movie.
I can understand why it won soo many oscars.
main guy was cute! so was the kid version. soooo cute, all of em.

*jai ho- pcd

bby

so..I found out today, my friend has a kid that's 1 1/2 years old. she's soo cuuuuuute too<33
not much to say today.

*boom boom pow- black eyed peas



*feel better vannie<3

today

is such a boring day.
nothing interesting AT ALLLLLL.

this weekend: kick with vannie&tina, and hangout with paullmandaaaaap&themm all!

im excited.

more like 2D

went to the block,
coraline with tina, tina le, & andy
sucked, sucked my ballllls

nothing even popped in my face. :(
stupid coraline, wasted my money bitch!
i waited like, all morning for my ftb videos to upload
only one uploaded -____________- fanny pak's, go on tina's blog, its there.

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

like honestlyy..

tonight was such a BLAST<3333

tina,kayla,william,debbie,vannie,kristina,jennytran,viviando,andyluong,kevinpham
like woahhhh, they were all there to share my blastness. :)
oh and don't forget the crewZ&singaaaaas :)

I GOT AUTOGRAPHS
And an ajrafael shirt that I LOVE.
seats were okay, coulda been better if I were earlier..sorry :(

so fun..ill so upload my vids/pics latttttttaaaaaaa
tomorrow: yogurt? or something with tinnaaaaa

tomorrow

im Excitedddd
goin to FEEL THE BEAT!
with tinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
and gonna see vannie&kristina there<3

&my mom&david are going to vegas for the weekend
so ill be crashin at my uncle's pad
and he's gonna be my gaurdiannnn from fri-sun :)
he's gonna pick me up from school, he hasn't done that since elementary!!
omfg, I might be able to use his computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mines still....dead..

but anyway, im excited.

sayin

"everything happens for a reason"
"time heals everything"

dude. those two quotes have been stuck in my head for the past week. and its SO fuckin annoying..like, it'll popup at the most littlest and stupid times. like if something falls, ill be like 'oh everything happens for a reason' in my head. some stupid shit like that, and its soooooo annoying. -_-
I wrote a poem for english today, I thought it was pretty good for someone like me! I didn't finish it in time, so I couldn't turn it in.

There he stands, with a girl holding his hand
Maybe before, I would cry, he's suppose to be mine
But I look in the mirror, no tears, ill be fine
So I turn on my song,
I celebrate myself, and sing along.
First gaze into those eyes, I found myself lost
He broke my heart, but at what cost?
I spent weeks with him in my head,
But not anymore, the old skin has shed
I am not a weakling, I hold my head up strong
So I turn on my song,
I celebrate myself, and sing along.

it kinda sucks when I reread it.....but EH. feeeeeedback?!

popping

HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAA is all i can think of when i think of that word.
made fun of tri ALL day for it..felt kinda bad, not really.
it was wayyyyyyyy too funny

youtube: puffycarrots
popping video LMAOOOOOO<3

annnnnnoyingggg

people are sooo annoying these days, with some exceptions of course.

went to the swapmeet today with mommmma, so fun :)<3

VDAY

today was fun! :))
went to the block with maaaaaa hgz. oh, and thach :D hahaha
hadfun, hadfun

the manager from johnny rockets (audie) was incredibly nice. he kinda was a little TOO nice..to one of the guys who was w/ us today. first he started to dance and blahblah talk to us, and it was funny and everything. and then he gave us a free dessert banana split thing. that was real nice. then he gave us free lunch cards. then he gave one of our guys a note..that said someshit like hey you seem like a nice guy call me sometimmme. and he gave him his full name, #, & email on there..then we were forsure like wtf.. wth are they gonna talk about? yeah. he threw that paper away..weirrrrd

Feb 13th, 2009: Friday

I don't usually believe in friday the thirteenth..but, I fell down the stairs today.
obviously, that doesn't happen very often..
but it did today!
whoever thought of making friday the 13th an unlucky day, wth?

announcement

me&julie are officially marriedddddd

empty hole

evaa since ma girl got her sk sold
now ma days are so cold
and lately itzzzz ben ovaaaa.
feel like she gimme tha cold shouldaaa.
she hardly texts me any mo'.
im gettin depressed fasho'.
I try, and I try
but she still don't reply
it would kill ma soul
to let ma textin go
luckily I got her dis weekend
gunna go watch that movie w/ ma girl aka ma besssfriend

me>thug

Actually..

guess who's back. HAHA..
yeah he's back, im not happy about it. I thought I'd be but, nooo.
I kinda hate it!
but it, it don't matta. I got ma new boy ;)

I got an anouncement tomorrow bitches. :D

Grandma

happy birthday<3

illllll

im not feelin any better..worse actually.
my head is throbbing :( everything makes me dizzy.

im watchin hsm2, brings back memories!

*cough

im lying to myself, thinking im feeling way better today. im actually kinda the same as yesterday, my coughing is worse. when I don't say anything, im okay. but when I start talking for like 15seconds, I lose my breathe and I start coughing like crazy. wow right..
im goin out today, no acceptions. im so tired of stayin in :| I hate the rain.

I slept pretty much all day yesterday. I wokeup twice, texted for a little. then back to sleep.
I love when im sick, and people seem to care for me a little more :') I love the love.

sick

Im so sick...... :|
I had plans tonight too, damn.

too tired to write anymore

INTERIOR DESIGNS

so I started R.O.P. today..
suckkkkks! it was fun though.
I did my collage, it was so pretty.. :)
stupid bitchass teacher made me present it, I wasn't suppose to present till monday

so im gonna be introduced to the cutie tomorrow, so I gotta look GOOOOd ;) yeahhh.

so im deciding on going miley cyrus chocolate brown. hair color! well, ive decided that for like a while now.. but im thinking..if I should have like a blonde streak on my bangs & on the other side where the bang makes a point at..idk if people would get that..Id have to physically show you LOL. either that, or alllll just one color. I think I should just stay one color, but..it gets boring..ehhhhh idk! I can always do the blonde part at home when I get bored of my brown hurrrrr :)

OH DUDE, DUDE, DUDE! I FOUND SOMETHING OUTRAGEOUUUUS TODAY! okay okay. my BOY, well EXboy DIDN'T MOVE >:O HE GOT KICKED OUT OF GGHS CUS OF GRADES. he goes to somewhere near now. wow, right? I got lied to! WHY would you lie to me? id find out sooner or later, SHIT
I ordered gladz frm f21 2-3 days ago. I can't wait for it to fucken come!!!! WOOOOO

*I will be- leona lewis

behind these 'hazel' eyes

so its been what, a week since I've announced my 'over-age'? but there hasn't been a single day that goes by without thinking about him. im over him, I really am. but he's ALWAYS, ALWAYS on the very back of my mind, I wish I knew why.
I really HAVE moved on, okay. im definately interested in someone else, and really..I really am. im not just saying it this time. but WHY is he always in my damn head?
anyway. I just wanted to let that out

<>

sooo..this is gonna be awkward to say..
I just had like, a 10 minute..like breakdown.
see. when my friends are sad, I get sad. when they get depressed, I get depressed. when they get passed depressed, and tell me 3 weeks later, then I have a little bit if a freakout. I couldn't soak it in all in like..idk a night.

that felt so weird..I haven't cried in the longest time. not really, but its been a while. felt kinda nice, I let it all outttt! & I cried when I went shower. that was okay too..hahahaha. I've been layin here texting, and thinkin to myself what the fuck do I do to make things better for my friend. I don't know...
I will, sleep it off; as always.

famous

SO I GOTTA WRITE THIS DOWN CUS ITS EXCITING:
so I was eating pho right now, and then my mom leans forward and whispers 'is that nguyen cao ky duyen?' and I turned around, and IT WAS!!! I was like OH #$%^@! HAHAHA I was all excited....this wasn't the first time I've seen her, I've seen her in the grocerystore, she was in front of me in the checkout line, and I've seen her walking outside her trailer and shit. but this was pretty cooooooool =)

anyway...sem2 just started. I kinda don't like it.....the cutie in my math class got transferred out of my class...DAMMMMMMN! I was gonna holla at that today too. I found out his name....aur...aurie? aruorie? IDK but something unpronouncable..LOL!! he's so cute..but he's GONE. saw him @ lunch though. NIIICE!

interesting day......=) imma hollla @ that cutie soon though, watch!

31

12:00am, no more january. leaving EVERYTHIN behind that done me wrong, refreshin this shit!

something made me laugh tonight.. I told jonathan I felt like a fatass, and he askd me what I ate. I told him, and he just simply responded 'DAM GIRL!' yeah, MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN BETTER! :| it made me laugh though. only because it was from him ;)


I went to the tet festival today, and I saw a lot of people. old friends, new friends. but with the same old loving group. :)
once again, drama struck.
but Im not gettin involved helllll no! eh too late. =)

im having mixed feelings dude. with like 3 diff people.
UGHH
AND SOME PEOPLEEEEEE, keep MANIPULATING ME, into liking someone Very, very, fucking very annoying. AND YOU FUCKERS, he's ALRIGHT to me now. -_- thanks. ugh. I woulddd give him a chance, maybe cus I haven't seen him in a while and he's not annoying right now..hahahahaahha. they made fun of me :( you bitches....
YOU KNOW WHAT, IM NOT AFRAID TO SAY WHO YALLLL ARE: fuckin TINA&THACH, you guys are such homos! but god, I love you both.. you guys gave me a gooood laugh today about this situation. ima getchalll back, watch.