meeerry xmas!

thanks for all the xmas presents, love youuu guys:)
i haven't been online for anything lately, so out of ittt.
curfew went from like 2am to like 10..then it bumped to like 1130. yay....LOL

i love christmas season, it's so cuddly and warm and all that shit.
bonded with peoplee, caught some people slipppinnnn, you know, the usual. hahaha.
it's almost the end of the year, and i'll have to admit;
i completed pretty much 90% of my resolutions for the year.
and pretty proud of it! :) i didn't think i'd be able to do it.
hahah, new year, new resolutions, right? i gotta start listing.
i love the feeling of committing to things like this,
'cause in the end, it feels goooood to accomplish all of em :)

oh haaaaaaaayyyyy

Giftcards: forever 21, victoria's secret, mac, sephora, american apparel, in&out, starbucks, jamba juice

Vs 'PINK' brand: sweat outfit, individual sweat pants, individual sweat jacket, sweatshirt, pullover w/ hood, jackets (size:L), blanket, undies (size:M)

Mac: prep&prime primer, prep&prime translucent finishing powder, two sets of no.9 eyelashes

Sephora: nars 'larger than life' black mascara, two-faced pink leapord bronzer

Forever 21: cardigan, black blazer, black wintercoat (size:L), scarves, purses

Twilight/New moon: shirts, jackets, pullovers w/ hood (size:L)

Shoes: mid-calf brown or black boots, black leather ankle boots, cute sandals/gladz (size:9 1/2-10 (most likely 10))

so here it issss :)

VICTORIA SECRET!!!











MAC!






ALLOY:





GIFTYS:)

dreammm boy!

Heeeeeey! :)
So the whole chocolate fever died out,
After my dream came true saturday night, idk if I can see anything the same anymore.
Literally, seeing and being in the presence of the two best of the best,
Then looking at, him..its like, downgradee....
So shallow, but I can't get out of that state of mind.
My girls say, him to start with, WAS a downgrade, now I see it..

I'm so ready for this weekend, tina's birthday dinner!
Definately gonna see them pretty faces I missed so much!!! :')
Suuper excited. I need $$...

Posting up my wishlist later!
Xoxo, love you guys.

yellow gone

hi again. :)
i miss blogspot, my computer hasn't been working for the past three or so weeks.
haven't been home on the weekends for the past two months.
thursday night will be the last time i see my bed till sunday night.
and on the week days, i'm dying for the weekend.
i don't know what's become of this!!! but it's great.
always with my girls, so much bondage and i'm not getting tired of it.

i feel like i'm drifting away from some of my other friends though,
i can see it. all i've been focused on are my girls, and the chocolates.
:/ where's my yellllow fever at?! feels so different, but it's okay.
i try to keep up with everyonee

do you remmebbberrr

weekend was goood. i'm so. sorry andy.
promise i'll save you a date! :)

saw my boo friday night, spent time at his house till 4am
then went to katelyns with tina.
saturday was a bust but a good bust because they were iwht the right people.

i havent had internet for 2 weeks.
currently at tinas:) catch ya laterrrr birdys

CMAWN

STEP IT UPPPPPPPPPPPP TRANG!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway.
football game tomorrow, with tina and her boo
to watch my booo :) super cute.
he better score one, and i better get a goodnight kiss.
bitch.

kay, bye:)

boos

friday night, with broski and besty
had an experience that i'd never thought i'd ever have.
LOL, good...intereseting..night

saturday night, so much looooovaz in the air.
glad i had a little sumtn som'n too ;)
thanks bubz. never thought it would happen.
slumbaaa party! we got to talk about it ALLLLLLL.
i guess we all LOVE that chocolate candy this halloween:)

halloween weekend was uber fun,
did some good things, did some bad
but you know, who's perfect..LOL

Finito

There will be brighter days, swear.
A little wisdom from my bestfriend can't hurt once in a while
'I won't get mad, I'll get even.'
And no more sugar coating. No. More.

obsessive?

lies after lieeees.
who's he lying to?!
he's playin hard to get.
fuck. no. I'M suppose to be doing that.
aaaah i quit!!! not trying anymore.
he can have fun by himself playing his own daaaaamn game.
if hee wants me, he's gonna have to catch me.
bitch.
trickass needs to get regulated!


him- there's always a bright side to everything with you, isn't there?
me- yes, ofcourse!
him- haha, like you and me :)

NOT ANYMORE. BITCH. FUCKED IT ALL UP FUCKER.
now there's no damn bright side to anything anymore. gawd..-__-
but unfortunately, i still melt everytime i see his face....
i do what i have to, for me. so i won't get hurt.
but it kills me to look away when he's around. i hope i can keep it up :(
we need alone time, to clear this air.

anyway, i had a really good weekend.
tina, andy, dalena, thanks :)<3 i love you guys.

lonely

wtf, why hasn't anyone been blogging...........
i feel so alone on blogspot..

stay

most friends come and go.
but a few have to say, no options.
like you. you can't leave me, us.
no matter what happens, i'm sticking with you.
if you do, my world is coming to a crash.
fuck everything, you BETER be okay.
i love you so much.

guts

if things don't speed up by the end of this week,
i'm gonna start changing my wayszzzz.
i got a goal for this week, and i'm gonna stick to it!
NO PUSSY NO PUSSY.
i gott doubt now..........
like all the other 500 friends that tell me that everyday.
masking everything.

hotncold

oh shit. so i went through a bi-polar stage.
one day i was crushing, then i hated him, now we're okay :)
had a three hour convo, and we're superb. he's the cutest thing in this woorrrrld.
i get to go watch his game tomorrow!:)oo babyyy!

so today, i was tryna talk to him, and this white fucker bitch
was literally ALL over him, and touching him and stuff
and he was tryna get to me but she kept buggin
and seriously, got me MAAAD. not jealous or anything,
but just because that was some rude asssss shit.
i was seriously, gonna fucking deck her in the face.
if she did that one more fucking time, i will knock. the shit. out of her.
i wasn't jealous, she was just buggin like no other.
bitch is gonna cause problems, watch.

hell no.

FUCKEN SHOOT ME.
when i like a guy, or have a thing with them
it always ends up like this: I HATE BOYS.
players. players. players.
yes, play ALL your 'video games', have fun with that.
man, i'm so done! wow. goodbye.

homecoming

homecoming was so funnn!
i haven't gone since freshman year, and it was definately worth it.
there was like a moment of badness throughout the night, but the end made up for everythaaaaang.
i am sore. i danced for fucken 4 hours, i seriously didn't stop
felt like i was on speed man.
they had a techno session, it never sounded so amazing.
my outfit was cute..everyone was wearing the same damn shit though.
the others wore fairy tootoos..which i don't get, but it was cute :)

goooood dj. ^______^
i was suppose to go out today, but i couldn't..
so i stayed in, yep. it was a REALLY good weekend, i ain't goin lie.

thanksguys!

party hardy
i thought it was fun. lol,
just glad my close friends had funn.
glad i got to see people that i wanted to! ^___^
ALOT of cleanning up to do, and when everyone left
KNOCKED THE FUCKKKK OUT.

thanks dalena for the CUTEEEEE ass card<3 :)
thanks thach& the man crew for YOU know.. ;)
thanks tina for the music and transportation:)
thanks ej for getting shaline here!
thanks kev&katelyn for cleaning with meeee.
thanks party people. woop woop.
I DONT HAVE PICTURES :( wtf man. i know people took em...
LOL maybe i getem later. :)

daaaaaayumn shawwty

emotions be FLYYYYYYYYYYIN everywhere
HOLLAHOLLA.
it's perfect where we are. :)

sweeeeet

MY BIRTHDAY was GREAT! :)
it was a really fun weekend, i'm not gonna lie!
i got some shtuffff ;) spent it with tina and katelyn.
that was some fun shit! haven't had time with them together in a very long time.
i love this birthday!
it's not even over yet! party's friday! WOOP WOOOOP!!

:) and the presents aren't even done yet ;)

memorable

angels game was so FUN.
gonna remember this forever! got to see holly madison, got an angels shirt. suuupaaa cute.
definately going back. we got on the jumboscreen about 3 times, and got on tv. :)

homecoming is almost coming up. and i need me a date.
well, i don't NEED one, cus it's not that kind of dance i guess
but it'd be nice to have one. i'm gonna go with my girlfriends and chris.
ugh, upset that they don't allow guest passes..whateeev..

i think after today, he has me man..
i think i can finally say, that i LIKE him. a lot.
we had a 5 minute alone time after school today,
and he made me fall deeper. sighs. i love this, but
i hate feeling attatched. let's not go there.
and I'M NOT JEALOUS. even though he has every other girl on his nuts.
i'm OKAY with it, cus i know how he feels.
he told me EVERYTHINGGGGGG :).

nerves

the most nerve racking thing.
for me right now, asking adults for drinks.
family thinks i'm goody twoshoes.

i had horrible anxiety yesterday during 4th period.
i got into this bad sugar rush while brookie was having a.d.d.
and so..i couldn't focus on anything.
and then i started having mini anxiety attacks.
i felt like throwing up, thinking about...
anyway, yesterday night made everything much better.

tonight too, katelyn got me an angel game tickets. YAY
tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good day

opened my eyes to my phone ringing at 1030
'yo we're late, be there in two minutes. hop in my car and we go.'
shit..i fucken SPRANG out of bed like there was no tomorrow
like half asleep bumping into everything
wiped my eyes a little bit to fix my face, hair in a bun, vneck and shorts. headed straight downstairs, all i said was 'BYE' to david, and he was kinda like..wtf?! ran out the door, and tina pulled in.
PERFECT ASS TIMING. literally, two minutes.
went to albertsons, sped walked everywhere like it was a fucken marathon
went back, made the cake. and had to go back to the store 4 times because we kept running short on things. made such a nice cake for matt, by that time it was like 130.
matt knocked on the door right when we finished, and we freaked out cus we didn't want him to see that we did anything, even though the kitchen looked like a crime scene.
so we like slapped foil onto that shit, and we were like OH SHIT. fucked up the cake..but it was still nice. mattt loved it!

then headed to tgif's, got there at 2. waited for kevin till 345..
had some BOMB. ASS. FOOD. then they sang happy bday to matt.
so the fucken waiter, gave us the check. and all it said was, "happy birthday. TOTAL: $2.17"
and we were like oh holy shit fuck. cus our meal was like 70bucks worth. and we were like OKAY. OKAY COOL. gave the waitress a 15 dollar tip, and left a 5 on the table.
walked to the car, we were 5 ft away. the waitress ran after us and stopped us, she gave us the ACTUAL check.........$77..
WE COULDA FUCKEN MADE IT TO THE CARRRRRRRRRRRRR before she came out!!!!
but we walked really sloww looking at tc's and shit. : (
so we had to pay..damn..

how about an update

went to the football game yesterday with kailey, it was sad in the beginning.
and the rest of the game was pretty boring.. we won, but i mean.. 65-6. i think that says it all..the person i came to watch play didn't even get to play.. :(
i DID get the varsity football yearbook thing, sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxuhzzzz.

made a bad ass looking cake for andy today.
sorry about the hair guys................HEHEHEHEHEHE
it was a good cake i guess. :)

birthday's coming up! SATURDAAAAAAAAY! sweet 16 holllaa.
probably gonna go to catalina with my girlfraaandz. :)
movies are SO sucky lately, i haven't seen a movie in like a month.
like, how in the hell are you suppose to have a movie date when there's shit movies out?! :(
but shows on the other hand, DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES premieres tomorrow!
been dying for this.

new friends old friend

a lot of birthdays lately.
more birthdays mean more baking!
cakes, cakes, cakes. i'm totally taking advantage of this to boost up my baking skillz.
i sound so cheesy..

school is kinda boring.
but i love the new friends i made, they're the chilllllest.
i love junior year better than any other hs years so far, so i guess..it's not THAT bad. haha

i miss my friend summer, she moved to vegas. :(
i miss a lot of people, they're there. but not here.
i get upset thinking about it, but if they're meant to be here they would be.
i guess it's all okay. new friends is always great.

9/14

damn, even though the sun was out today, it was probably the gloomiest day at school. =/
literally, almost everyone..was crying, or extremely down. even the teachers. one of my teachers couldn't even teach because he couldn't handle it, so we had a sub and just relaxed all period. they had professional help in the library for people who needed it, and every period the teacher would spend at least 10-15 minutes talking about what happened friday night. they were surprisingly understanding, so we didn't have to do much all day. i feel so awful =( we had two announcements throughout the day about it, and his pictures were probably on every single wall of the school about atleast 20 times per wall. signs EVERY where. and almost everyone in school was wearing black, with the white&red ribbon from his memorial.

afterschool when i was walking out of school, i stopped at the argo head, and there was this HUUGE shrine for him. like 30 candles, and like soo many flowers, balloons, and pictures. =( everyone gathered around, some were tearing up. sighh, so so sad =( seriously, like even if you tried to be like happy and shit, it'll probably work for about 20 minutes, 25 at the most. and then it all comes back down.
i didn't personally know him, but honestly, much love to him & his family.
rest in peace.

by the way, FUUUUCK kanye! taylor ftwwww

what a trip

Happy Birthday Vannie!

last day of summer, man.. this has definately been the best summer YET.
the only summer i've met so many people, done so many new things, the only summer i that didn't see katelyn or go surfing once. =/
wooow, this summer-- was so great.. from jobro concert, to sleeping in all day.
got to hang out with temecula kids, got to spend a lot of time with tina, patrick, matt, teresa, andy. jeeeeeeezus, i seriously DON'T want to leave this all behind!
it was such a good time. so FREEE, forreal. didn't go anywhere far, but i didn't need to, i had all the time in the world i needed here.

i loveeee you summmerrrrrrr )':
junior year now, please let's just get this over with.
i think i KILLED my lungs this summer..

hollywood fail

I AM SOOO SORRY YOU GUYS!!
was suppose to go to hollywood with my girl today..
special urban outfitter's sale at space15twenty.
i feel so bad.....i woke up at 10 and i had like 1000 missed calls
i'm sososososooo sorry so so so so so so sorry dalena especially..
planned all this, even changed the date so i could go, but i didn't make it.
i feel so horrible, and i'm like, out of this world bummed that i couldn't go.
andy called me too, i didn't know why.
till he told me he was there too, and richard =/
i'm so upset! i wanted to go so badddd, i was really looking forward to this.
instead, had to go eat dimsum with family -___-
and go to the mall byy maself..shit.
sorry guys..

Here's a thought;

Kay..so um, I was holdin out on this blog because it's about Andy. And I was going to wait until his birthday to write a blog about him, and make him feel all special and stuff; And then he made me write a blog about him right now..I don't know which way this should go. Cause I wanna go all deep and shit on the birthday blog, but then..now what?

So I met Andy through Vannie, at Bella Terra. When I first saw him, my first thought was 'Dang, he's cute..damnit he's taken..' HAHAHA, unexpected. It was a hi, nice to meet you moment, and that's it. And then the next time I saw him I was like hi! He was like '..?' I was like oh I met you once remember? He was like um, I don't think so. I was like oh..felt a little dumb there! And then I actually started talking to him when we were hanging out at Tina Le's house during winter break. I was like, wtf. is he doing here. LOL, I didn't even think he knew Tina.

So weird story, we were all there that night, and everyone got his number and was like texting around and shit. And I asked for his number, and he was like 'UH, NO'. and I was like wtf..and then I got a creepy text 10 mins later about something sex related..HAHAHAHA. Can't forget that.

Yeah, started talking more and more through out the year. Lately, like ever since beginning of summer? Or a little bit before that, I would say, we hung out more! I even got to see Shwayze for the first time with him!! And I got to know him better, he's SURPRISINGLY a very good friend..Even though 75% of the time, he picks on me, and is a MCJERKFACE --I told him about how mean he always his, and I tell him to stop. But nope. He always goes 'MAN UP'. whatevaa. All I really need to know is when I have problems here and there, he's a good listener! I know I'll always have someone to talk to. He knows I'm there for him too. :') OKAY no, I'm getting too deep. I gotta save some of that shit for the birthday blog.

A;KJSDALKDFJKL;AJDSF that's it for now. I'll get into details LATER.
Man, I love Andy. :)

just an update

this weekend was pretty good.
i forgot what i did friday, but saturday i went beaching with theeemm.
met new people!
then we went to theresa's for food.
then we went to pho for food, again. that shit was so satisfying..
and thenn! we went to 2000 for pool. i suck. aaaaaaaaaaaass!

sunday, sunday. went to this temple with my mom. then matt and thl went on a mission to find me. i accidentally made them get lost like 3 times.
and theen we went to WINGNUTS!!!!! fuuuck yeah.
that shit was so much more satisfying than the pho, i was craving that shit.
andy stopped by : ). then we went to thuan's house for a little bit.. because patrick hurt his foot :(
so thenn, matt, thl, tina, and iii went to his house because his modurr wanted him to pick up food. we did, then we cruised around for a while.
we stopped at rite aid for 20? minutes and sat in the car and just, talked. :)
thennn we went home. good weekend, very.

been staying up till 4 still. but lately, getting up at 10-12
good progress. now i needa sleep at like 12.
and then 11, then 10 eventually.
it's last day of summer for most people today, sucks.

my room's coming along!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
almost done with it, ish. :)

90210?!?!

so today i woke up, just in the laziest mood, didn't wnna do shit. so i didn't do shit. but then david, (moms bf) called me and was liek OMGOGMG ima pick you up IN 5 MINS because the set of 90210 was at the beach like 2 mins away!
AH, it was crazy. it was totally like...legit. it was weird! i guess it was a halloween costume party episode because everyone was in costume.
and the CUTEST guy that was one of the extras smiled at me, he was dressed as an elf ^___^ he was so cuuute.
i don't watch the show, so i didn't know who the 'famous' people were, OH well :)
well yeah, and david kept wanting to scoot closer, so we ended up standing next to the camera guy :) funnnn

oh..and omgpop is more addicting than i thought, i was against it for the LONGEST time.
but then like 2 days ago, i had NOTHING to do, so yeh..thanks a lot thach for showing me it.
oh....and so i met a friend on there, kevinmicheal. he's nice :) he wanted to be in my blog, so there. LOL. the bitch keeps killing me in balloono though..



all those people, are the cast and camera crew. that shit was crazy.
but there was only like 2-3 people who were like..not part of it and just there to watch like me. it was so lowkey..

progress!

painting my room was like, fun and hell at the same time.
did 3/4 of it already, today with tina's help, and then later on in the day with thl's & matt's help, and andy's ass laying on my bed watching. we started doodling on my wall..fun, but we had to paint over it : (.
tomorrow, tina's gonna come and help again, just because she wants free food, and katelyn & her cousin is gonna come and help later in the day too. and they're gonna b there for the free food too..... yeah :) apparently i'm paying them with food, LOL.
yeahh, went to starbucks today, had to treat. yummm, good stuff though!
all my shit's gonee! moving my bed tomorrow morning, and then take off more posters, and yeaaah. then go to ikea i think wednesday. for tomorrow night, i'ma sleep on the floor..with just a mattress :(

oh and fuckin andy and thl decided to change my desktop picture to andy's face..AND home page, to like, a gay porn site. love you guys.................

re-do

so i finished new moon two days ago! got eclipse today, and finally got a legit bookmark, of edward, ofcourse. rewatched hannah montana the movie for the 100th time last night, TWICE, and rewatched twilight today.

so like two days ago, i just looked at my room, and i was SO over it. way too cluttered, it's been the same for four years, except it gets more cluttered by the day. so i wanted to do a makeover for my room, my poor, poor room :( soo yesterday, i went like the hulk on my shit and by the end of the night, i had like 8 big trash bags, and 3 boxes of my shit to throw away. i was really proud of myself, so i got rid of like 3/4 of my room. and today, i took off almost all my pictures from my walls, posters, and shit. i didn't throw away the posters, fuck thaaat. they're in a folder :) and my wall pictures, finally in an album where they should be. i still haven't taken down my main posters though, robert pattinson, britney spears, and jobros. i'm gonna wait on that. i had to take allll of it down because i'm most likely gonna paint my room!
my mom did like a gameplan on my room already, i didn't even think she'd agree on letting me change my room..
yeaaah, so been busy, i haven't been online. i think i'm being more productive and i'm likkkkin it!
reading, cleaning. damn cleaning is a real work out. shiiit, but it's fun in a way. hehhe.

abandonment

so wingnuts was like..REALLY good..
i'm craving again!! )=

i'm finally back to my baaaabeh, new moon! hehehe.. i'm so sorry i abandoned you for so so long :'(((
i feel so horribly ashamed that i haven't finished it, since i'm one of those die hard fans of the saga. i went half way through the book, and it got too depressing..and i stopped........ shit..so i went like turbo reading monster yesterday i read like almost 100 pages in like an hour and then i fell asleep out of no where, cus i only had like 4 hours of sleep yesterday. so i fucken slept at 9, and woke up at like 330..fucker. talked to tina for a while, then at like 5 i finally went back to sleep. i just woke up like 15 minutes ago, so um. i'ma probably continue reading soon after i eat brunch.

soo..i've seen that people are actually using facebook lately, cus before it was just..a site to have an account on. but now, people are really using it! so i finally started using mine a little, i usually only used facebook to communicate with my cousin and stuff. so i've been using it for a week..and i can't stop.....
i hardly even TOUCHED myspace dude..i go on there for literally 20 seconds, log in, any updates? no? off. damn right....i use to be like myspace freak..but face book is so much more active and stuff..i never thought i'd leave myspace so alone like this. sorry tom.. so yeah, been abandoning myspace..eh oh well?
tina was right, myspace+twitter=facebook. FORREAL. i loveeeee it.

oh and since my mom loves me so much..she got me THIS

DEFINATELY WEARING IT TO MIDNIGHT PREMIERE.

kick iiiiit

so weekend's good so farrz
thursday, uncle prez came down and picked me up, then tina and kevin at the mall and we went to crawfish house. other uncle came, and we had a FIEST dawggg..love uncles, they pay ;)
thenn we went to go take CUEEES :) very funnn.

yesterdayy i was suppose to wake up at 10, but i ended up waking up at 4.......
went to bt, matt and tina picked me up and we went to get chinese, slurpees, then patty's.
went to pick up kevin, and met up with elaine and her homieeeezzz. got the bidness! ^___^
went baaaack to pat's and had a celebration for kevin's early birthday LOL
slept over at patricks with tina, matt, and kevin. played cards almost all afternoon-night. suppose to sleep at like 1-2, but we got hungry after watching jumper, so we went down stairs so patrick can cook for us while we bonded with his motherr, she told us her life story, verrry interesting :)
then went back up, watched blade 1 and fell asleep like after 15 mins.
we all woke up around 11-12, very early for us LOL
got ready and shit and went to teresa's house, played cards for like, forever
and then back to pat's cus we got hungry. he cooked for us again, dumplings!
that shit was BOMMMMMB. played street fighter, slurpees, cards, and then hit kayla's pad
we played cards..again LOL and patrick and teresa drove me home.
they went in my house and met my mothaa. : )

so tomorrow, gonna go to wingnuts with tina, pat, matt, and teresaaaaaaaa :)!!
veddy excited. and probably..sometime in between mon-wed, mother's gonna take me, tina, and patrick out for dinner, so she can really get to know patrick. LOLLLL
lovely! :) free food, and good bondage. what could be better?!

'kick iit, kick iiiiiiit' x23092084308
been stuck in my head for like the past 2 days.

THE JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT

HOLLLLLLLY SHIT..
definately BEST day of summer so far
and it makes this summer x1030192 the BESTTTT everrrrr!
first honor society played like 3 songs, and me and tina were like wtf..who are these bitches
and after they finished playing, we found out they were from the new movie 'band slam' with vanessa hudgens and shit. and then we freaked out a little, but it was too late.
so we got tickets for section 307, which is the highest section of the staples center. like THE HIGHEST possible. so during honor society's performance, we were checkin out seats down in middle row. so right when intermission hit, we went straight into the elevator. and we ended up on ground floor, we randomly went inside a door expecting we'd be in the middle row-ish section, but no. we ended up right at the stage, and we were like oops!
and then we found like 2 empty seats, so we sat down and then the people who had those seats came and we were like oh shit. so i got up and walked, and then there was a buncha empty seats, and we SAT DOWN. and we STAYED THERE. we were RIGHT were the stage was, 5th row!!!!!!! pure luck man. we were so damn close, but like for like 30 minuts we were freakin out cus we were scared that we took someone's seat and shit and had to be sent back up there. but NOPE! we enjoyed the wholeee concert, right there, like 30 ft from the stage.
right when we got htere, wonder girls played! then jordin sparks, thenn the jonas brothers!! omfg i freaked out..
so joe and kevin got on this platform thing that spun them around the audience and they had these hoses and sprayed foam at the audience, that shit spun to us at joe and kevin were like 5 ft away, i couldn't breathe man, i FREAKEDDDD out. luckily, we didn't get drenched by the foam! this one chick in front of us did, HEHE! good times, goooooood times. totally worth the money man.
after that, we went to mcdonald's and i had like the best mcflurry ever.

bonfires, bonfires, bonfires

omgggg it feels like forever since i blogged!
been busy alll weekenndndndndnndndd
well not really..i didn't do shit saturday, or sunday......
okay so monday went to tina's house, and patrick and matt picked us up and we headed to the beach for elaine's bonfire! that was really fun, and she had really..really good chicken...
then later on, it got really cold and the fire didn't start yet so we left, and we took kevin dao with us muahaha!
we headed over to kayla's and played poker and had veggie burgers, YUM

me, kevin, and tina didn't know how to play so we played 13. and then fucker tommy wanted to join in and started making bets. first person to have 5 losses has to drink hose water. it was so intense at the end because tommy and i kept tying and shit like 3 times..and then i fucken lost. drank a fucken cup of hose water, tasted like metal and shit. and then they wanted to play again, i said i was out but then they didn't let me...this time it was only 1 loss cus it was like midnight, and i fucken lost AGAIN. and they made me lick half of the grill. i almost threw up. :( they DEFINATELY enjoyed it, especially tommy.

theeeen we went back to tina's and had a slumber party WOOO!!!!!!! i loved it! pulled an all nighter
and took like a 3 hour nap...sleep thing; woke up with a big headache, and noone was there but me and tina LOL! and 10 mins later? patrick came LOL
went showered, and when i walked out i see tina le, jenny tran, andy, matt, and kevin dao and i was like OH SHIT. and it got fucken HOT in the room
so we all went to mcdonaldsss:) headed to the beach AGAIN for tran's birthday bonfire. we didn't stay that long, cus we were like..really really tired..
and at night, we kicked it, and at like 2am? patrick and matt came for a little and we chilled. slept at 5, wokeup at like 2 and hungout with tina till 530 and just got homee. yeaaah, good start of the week! :))))

and dudee, i love tina and patrick a LOT.
they're two of the best people in the worrrrrrld!



oh and i got a new shit..thing
http://ttttle.tumblr.com/

sweeeeeet dream

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATELYN! i hope you have an amazing day, andddd i hope you LOVE your present.

tomoorrow, going to kathy luu's bonfyyyaaa!
gonna keep andy company:)

i had a really good dream last night, and i didn't wanna wake up so i woke up at 430..
i was at mainstreet with idk who, and then hannah montana was singing at the piere, and we FREAKED OUTTTTTTTTT. and then like 5 mins later, i was at a shoestore with vannie and kristina, and vannie whispers to us, 'don't freak out, but hannah montana is right behind you'. turned around, and i freaked out. asked for a picture, she was like yeah! and like i took like 3 pics of us and it kept turning out blurry, then took like 10 more finally got it. we laughed about it, we became friends. she came to my house for a sleepover, and we went to the mall the next day and everyone was jealous i was with her. and then after that i had like a nightmare, we were spose to go on a boat, but to get on the boat you gotta go on this really long like walk on a really thin platform, and it got really really reallllly high, so then we all laid down and tried to crawl, and i froze at like the last step because i had to get up because there was like, a gap between me and the boat. and i finally went on it, and then i lost my phone -____-. yep, some dream. hahah

SHWWWWWWWWWWWAYZE

so woke up, all pumped up for the dmv, and it was closed..gawwwd :(
so then i went to the mall with andy, and we watched shwayze! woo.
and then afterwards, we got free stuff, HAHA! yay
went back inside the mall cus that shit was burrrrnin fire
and we sat and chatted, then i went homme..LOL (=







THUGLIIIIIIIIIIFE :)

Concoction

so the weekend took a 360.
oh well, at least this weekend is coming up soon.
i'ma go shopping tmrw, probably go watch a movie with jasmine
then thursday go to the beach with katelyn, i haven't talked/seen her in a very, very long time and there's plenty of things i gotta tell her, i'm excited.
kathy luu has already made her guest list for the bonfire, makes me anxious. eeep!
gonna see people i haven't seen for months man!

the last week hasn't been going right in any way really.
a lot of different stresses coming and going = acne. -____-
i wish there wasn't any problems, honestly, summer..man

saw my san diego family yesterday, it was alright. seeing cousins was pretty chill. but the adults..they kept asking,
'so have you been talking to your dad?'
'have you seen your dad lately?'
'he givin you money?'
'have you seen what he looks like lately?'
NIGGUHHH, THEY'RE ALLLL my dad's brothers and sisters, ALL FUCKING 9 OF THEM; shouldn't they KNOW the situation by now?! FUCK. so i went in the car and sat there for a half an hour to get away from it all, and because it was like 150 degrees in that house.

i wanna let out my feelins on blog, because i haven't had anyone to talk to lately, but i know i can't. LOL, but it's so tempting..

TAKING DMV TEST WEDNESDAY*********************
THIRD TIME'S THE CHARM?

quicky

tina le! happy birthday cutesy:)


damnn, yesterday was probably the worst day of summer
got ripppppppppppppped =/ my poor sidekick..
so now, i temporarly am using a borrowed phone
gotta return it probably tomorrow, or by the end of this week forsure.
=/ texting..
damn i feel empty.

but then, after 12am, everything was fine again
webcammed with tina and paulmandap, loveeeemm
did it till 430am, i know they enjoyed it ;)
funfunn!

this week:
tomorrow-thl's htb bday dinner
friday-PARTY with tina
saturday-fishing with tina, & BOTH uncles
sunday-fam reunion

welcome back

so this week was pretty up and down with emotions,
started out hating life because i had to go through 5 more days of summer school, goddamn i'm such weaksauce
but then, uncle got out of jail, so that was fuckin brillliant! :')
celebrated for like 2 days, yumm food
thenn, i had some anticipation, nervousness, curiosity, and a ton of thinking, still goin on.
i had high hopes on passing summer school, fail.
hated life for like 5 minutes, but then decided NOT to come back second semester
so very, very happy i get to sleep in.
so technically, for me, summer just started, so goddamn happy..
but then today, got bad news
not gonna see my uncle for 2-3 years, got depressed
still am, makes me wonder if this shit is ever gonna end..
not seeing him for 2 months was horrific enough, and now
he's gonna be OUT of my life for three fuckin years?
this whole week has been a teaser to my brain
idk what to do anymooo, and this week, i've been feelin very distant to friends.
it just doesn't feel like it's there, boo hoo. : (

temeculanianzz

daaaayumn, fourth of july. errrthin was really unexpected.
in the morning, woke up, went to the beach with westies!
and stayed there till 4? idk, then tina jason and i bussed back to tina's, then he left.
me and tina got a call from paul mandaap! sayin he's comin to get us at 9 to go watch fireworks at the pier.
the bitch came at 1215, and i met, rico, ray, and riciel.
went to hit up parties, fail
went to mcdonalds, then ate at the donut shop
went knockin on windows and shitt
went to thl's, and we had FUN
thennn we went to norms afterwards, at like 3am and cops were there
so we left, LOL cus we were chickenshit :(
then we headed home, it was overall a super fun day
but lets just saayyyy, most of the things in the day, went horribly wrong. HEHE

okays!

DAWWWWG.
went to tina's today, then biked to starbucks
had a talkk, it was fun: )
then went back to her house, ate takis&sunflowaa seeds
then we walked around the neighborhood like 10x, then biked it around 5x
arounnd idk, went to thl's hizzle.
we talked and stufffff, THEN
maaaan crew came! thach,brandon,richard,jessica,susan
and..we had a party in thl's bedroom. yumm!
over all, pretty good day. : )




it wasn't the same without kevin today,
i miss you alreaaaadyyyyy!!!

vissssssssssssaychack ;)

baby, baby, baby!
you're such a wonderful person, i couldn't have asked for a better friend.
you always make the sun come out, when we hangout, we always have a ballll.
on days we don't talk, i feel empty;
when we share heart to heart convo's, they're the best evaa.
we hardly hang out, and that makes me sad too.
but thinkin about it, distance just makes us closer.
yesss, my BOOO, my top girl, my faaave girlll. what would i do without you?!?!
your phone calls make my dayyy, always boo, ALWAYS.
i ain't givin you up for anythin, or anyONE.
and i DON'T like to share my boo.
damn, over a year already, and we've gone through plenty!
always here for you, that's NEVER going to change
no matter what happens, kay?
i know you got me too, you've always been here.
we got so close so faast, and i'm hella glad we did.
no downs, only ups since the start, because we're meant to be ;)
when it comes down to you and me, best believe that shit ain't changin for ANYTHING!!!
i think our friendship is priceless, and no one's as cute as us :-*

LOL, i hope you know how much you mean to me.
i loooooooove you vannie visaychack<3


btw, i think i'ma temporarily lay low on blogging.

wish i could hug you

Today started out very, very, amazing..
the love of ma life, CHRISTIAN NINJADROPS e-mailed me..
like woah; i was like hyperventelating idk how you spell that shit.
and then went to ss, w/eeeeeee!!!!
went into wendy's car for the first time, she drives cuhrrrazy.
then got to gma's, then biked it by myself! to staterbros. on idk..magnolia? yeah.
scurrry..met up tina, kevin, and kevin's new bike!!! beach cruiser, and shimmery--may i add ;) EHHE.
and zennn we went to htb, got 50% discount because, I AM THE BEST PERSON EVER.
no, anna is, she works there, my homegirl.
gave us alllll discounts WHAT NOW SUCKAAAAAAAA! ;)
AND THEN CHRISTIAN NINJADROPS EMAILED ME AGAINNNNN!!!!!!!
then biked to cefiore, then around tina's neighborhood.
then it got dark, so we went on an empty street, and we did some hardcore bad ass bike-dancing. don't even try to compare!!

then at 9, my mom picked me up at tina's, and i got in the car and she just hung up the phone with my cousin's mom. my cus just had her second baby, i couldn't be happier. i love her so much..she was always the only cousin who was nice to me since i was little. she only came down sometimes when we were younger, she's a SD local. so yeah. we were pretty tight, we still talk here and there on ms. i lost contact with her for like 3 years, i tried like so hard to get a reach of her. myspace=lifesaver.
then tonight..my mom told me she was adopted..
and she just found out almost a year ago.
i was in such a shock, i didn't say anything the ride home.
i started crying..only a little
i just feel so horrible, i felt like she's been lied to for the past 20 somethin years. and i feel for her. seriously..
got home, went in my room. cried a river for 10 minutes.
i'm okay now. that just bothers me so baad.

we were making fun of tina's pda---
trang: oh shit man, i remember that shit..that was bad, did she telll you about it?
kevin: i was there ahha
trang: OH SHIT, yeah huh?! DID YOU HEAR THAT SHIT?!
kevin: YEAH MAN, even the dying kids in china coulda heard that shit
trang: serious shit, HELEN KELLER COULDA HEARD THAT SHIT.
tina: =O
that was like, the famous quote of the day. that's right, that was the worst burn of the century. ouchh, tsss. sizzles when i think about it.

hate

SOOOO..i realized, holding grudges aren't good.
i plan on working on that, because i tend to never give people second chances
and when i do, it takes me a daaaaaaaaayumn while.
they're not fun, idk why i hold onto shit for so long.
i gotta like let it go, and move on. i think that would make life easier.
i finally let go of this one grudge i've been holding onto since valentines day last year TODAY. LOL, =/ eeeek.
i got a minor grudge i've been holding for the past 2 months, it's not even that big of a deal, i think i'ma go..and finally start talkin to the person again. ahaha, i feel kinda bad.
maybe because i'm in a good mood right now, i think that when i get in a bad mood, this all changes..LOOL

oh and i hate to be betrayed.
i haven't felt this betrayed in a while WHILEEEE!
everyone talk shit on you this weekend, maybe that's karma.
i don't think you realized what you did much.
i trusted yaaa homie, i told you a lot of stuff.
then you go around, in front of my face do stuff like that?
THEN, go on and gimme crappy ass excuses for it, when i saw everythin
NAWWWWWWWWWWWWW, sorry, it's ovaa. you won't see whats comin next for ya yo : )

angel hair

YO. so YESTERDAY, went to ss, w/e
then i picked tina up, and went to bt
supposed to meet up with thach and all them and watch transformers
but me and tina were kinda tired of it, it woulda been the third time i've seen it in a week, sheeet.
so we just went to eat, and waited around and stuff
they finally came ouut, so we went to the arcade and kicked it, played games what not
then went to PINKBERRY! where they were giving out FREE YOGURTTTTTTT!! with toppins!
and gave us coupons for free parfaits, fuck yes.
so tina slept over, aannnd we talked, all night!
when we woke up, it was like..2. so we got ready, my uncle came at 430, we went grocery shopping.
got back, and tina and iii made him a whole bigasss birthday dinner.
my mom kept..butting in..i got kinda irratated, but she did help..hahaha
everyone LOVED the dinner, nigga we went all out
we had like, salad and shit. LOL!
then after, around 9, my uncle took me and tina to go to pinkberry so we can go get those free parfaits
FUCKER A;DLKJSFDLKFJ i left my coupon at home..
so then i got yogurt, but i didn't have to pay. ehehehe =)
then saw kpham, lindsey, and kp's mom, yayyy.
thennnnnn got home, chilled for a while, then tina left
now i'm here, bored! haha good two days, i ain't gonna lieee! :)

round 2

Went to summmaschool, omg borrrrring.
i didn't do shit today, just sat there and ate my chips. : )
and twittered..LOL there's this cute guy at summer school..
anyway, after ss, went to gma's and jessica wanted me to go movies with herrr.
so her homiee anthony, and her picked me up. he wanted genki living, so we went to find it, we got lost somewhere in anahiem, even though my grandma's house is across the street from genki. then we got on the free way, nd got to bt but somehow, when we got off the exit, we were back to chapman..and then we kept driving, then we stopped at like, korean town..
and anthony really wanted some milkis, and we were like wtf..
so we started makin fun of him, LOL
and he was all 'DONT JUDGE MY KOREAN SHIT' wimp.
and then he bought some for us..LOL and it was like really good shit..
i was scared to drink it
then we finallly got to bt, and we went to watch transformers 2!
with some guy named andy, idk who he is.
it was great the second time.
lol, i was loneeely. it's cool..w/e then went home, with jessica. and we hungout and ate mexican food :)

Revenge of the Fallen

oh shiiiit
transformers two was offfff the CHAAAAAAIN
it was so amazin, best movie i've seen in a while!
shia labeouf, meagan foxxxxx was so damn SEXY. damn..
we went to the midnight premiere, hell yeeeeeh.
went to bt at 10, sat in line for an hour, got BEST SEATS at 11, movie started at 1230!
finished around 3, had car puzzzles for like 30 mins, split up into two groups, so i was part of the second group. waited around for bout 20 mins, got home with tina around 4. picked out an outfit for ss, and jammies with tina till 430, laid in bed and talked to tina till 5, i tried to sleep, tina kept talkin to 530, finally i slept at like 545-50. then i didn't respond, so she texted me..like an hour later..and shit.
i woke up at 7, had summer school at 8 -_-.. an hour and a half of sleep isn't healthy when i got plans the same day!!
so i went to ss, left tina home alone.
i could barely stay awake, and 4 hours seemed like 3 days.
got home around 1, she stilll sleepin, woke her up with some tacobell!
we're spose to go to the beeeeeeeeeach, she showerin :) idk what's next.
i had an interesting night, haha!
LETS DO THAT SHIT AGAIN

beautiful nightmare

so yesterday, i woke up from the worst nightmare i've ever had
i was like, shakin..still have that image in my head..eeek!! i don't even wanna go there.
and thenn, i fell back asleep, and i had a dream of an old friend
so i woke up, and i was like hm, i haven't talked to him in a while, so i talked to him.
he was like 'oh wow hey, it's been a while'
i was like yeah, not really..
and he was like 'trang, you stopped talking to me when i was just beginning sophomore year, now i'm a senior'
i was like, oh..........shit. LOL
so we talked a little, and now we're hanginnn friddayyyzz! : )

oh, congratulations boy.
never gonna get a chance with youzz :(
well, i wasn't plannin on it much, i woulda lost my bet. EHEHE
but you're still cute! oh well, you & her are gonna be great :)
i support!

hungout w/ jessica today, great bondage!!

i'm all crammed with plans this weekend, this weekend didn't do SHIT cus everyone's so busy, now this upcoming weekend everyone's free and made plans with me.
i only got like 3 days kay.
friday: movies, year one with bestf&others.
saturday: jessica wanted to watch transformers.
sunday: uncle wants me and tina to cook dinner for him.
but then, lynn & i planned a movie date this weekend
and we were gonna go bc..
i was gonna squeeze in some time for jasmine,
and i wanted to hangout with thach too..
and was gonna go biking or some shit. idk :(
i hope i get organized by thursday!

NINJADROPS

i think i'm obsessed with Christian.
no, i AM obsessed with Christian.
i got really bored tonight, had noone to talk to, nothing to do
so i decided to go on youtube, and look at my new youtube person that i subscribed to last week.
i watched, all 58 of his videos, took 3 hours, and now, i'm like obsessed with him because he is so amazing, and beautiful, and funny. he's so spectacular. i think this is an 'i've got a crush on a youtube star" moment.
i'm like, so in love with this guy. he melts my heart..had to dedicate a blog ALL to him. omg so creeeeppyyyyy, but it's kinda like, i have a crush on a celebrity. i mean, every girl has a celeb bf, so stfu. no judging!! i call it, claim it, nose goes, finders keepers losers weepers, he's mine, back off.

look at those people walking out dying

biked to htb with kp&tina, ate 5 mofucka full plates of food, i almost threw up. but we were all gonna have 5 plates, if we ate less, we'd be PUSSSSY SHIT. we established a family, :') we got a lotta fucken rules though, it's cool! dollar tree, did some dress up! biked to thl's house. andy, kayla, me, tina le, tina, kevin. chilllled out. and then yeah. went home, idk what they did after. i think they went movies. :/ yeah, i couldn't go. darn!

I'M SORRY ANDY, FORGIVE ME GODDDDDDAMMMMMIT. -_____- you're soo lame, i can't believe you ignored my 'byes' -__-, i was being so niceeee today. <^>

L.A. CANDY

what a beautiful day today.
it was hot though, didn't do SHIT today
just chilled out, felt so nice waking up at 12 knowing it WASN'T saturday/sunday.
from 12-5 played games nonstop! took 2 eating breaks. yup. played, wedding dash, dining dash, parking dash, fitness dash, wedding with cupid dash, dining hometown heroes dash. FUN ASS SHITTTTTTTTTT!!!!
was planning on asking my uncle to take me and tina to eat bc, and do latenight shit,
but SOMEONE is gonna be in vegas and didn't invite us, AGAIN. -_-
now we gotta pay for bc, shit..
I GOT MY "L.A. CANDY by LAUREN CONRAD" in the mail yesterday, i screamed! i'm so excited to read this shit. ugh, i wish i went to her book signing.......fuck.
i read part of it online, good shit. i'm kinda lazy to read a book, feels like i have better things to do, but i can't wait to just get into that shit!!

cruisin'

welcome into my life, SUMMMER
like, i couldn't be any happier today
LEFT school, for GOOD, then went to hometown buffet with family
thennn, got home, hooked up the bike rack, slapped on the bike, and headed to the beach!
met up tina and kevin pham at 'Dwight's' or somesheeet..
we biked for a while, then did some hardball racing.
"SUCK ON THIS MOTHAFUCKAAAAAAAS!"
after, we went to jambaaa. funnnn!
then mama picked us & the bikes up, went to jack in the box, had dinner ^___^
back to my hizzle, chilled, and tina needed to go home to go sell her phone!
took kevin's bike to his house, then went to tina's house. we all went up to her house, kevin was gonna stay w/ tina incase she gets kidnapped, and i needed to get my phone. WHICH I AM SELLING, HIT ME UUUUP ;) went in, her mom was sleeping, snuck back out. told my mom they were gonna 'walk' to starbucks to give her the guilt trip, so she took us to starbucks ^_^ and on the way, tina called the dude to go there, and he was like 'uhh, busy now sorry' BITCHASSSS, i wanted a drink. we had to go back to tina's house, drop her off, then kevin's house. we were almost to his street, then we stopped at a stop sign in back of this car. and all a sudden, the door of the car in front of us opened up, then this old asian lady walked out like it was NOTHIN. and she just stood there and chilled at the sign, and the car drove off. me and kev, "WHAT THAAAA?!" hahaha, simultaneously. it was just the weirdest, most random thing EVER. we were weirded out for like the rest of the trip to his hizzle. hahahaha, still can't get over it. i love you guys.

pchew!

so it hit me like a brick being thrown from like 5000 miles away
i'm a JUNIOR NOW! WHAAAAt?! soooo unreal.
it'll probably absorb like a few months into the new school year.
so i went to the office today to get my summer school form because my mom "misplaced" it, and they said this whole time i wasn't enrolllled. i wish i wouldn't have to, but i had to fix it : (. so my mom went in and they lost my forms, so then my councilor had to call rancho, and enroll me..shoulda told my mom to enroll me into santiago, i wish i could be with kluu! oh wellll. i'm really scared, idk anyone at rancho, and idk anyone who's going to ss from gghs. i'm scared, cus last year, sam was with me, but then she was absent like 3/4 of the time, so at break, i was alone..
until 2nd semester when i had myyy babygirl heather:') she saved my life..
UGH. now what?! she graduated -_- fmll! hopefully i can make new friends. : )

felt like it!

today, seemed like it was the last day of school
because rop ended today, HELLLL YES!!!!!!!!
and because we had a cultural exchange in history.
idkkk yo!
on the inside of my bottom lip, theres like..a water..bubble...bump thing
and it's really annoying
and i can't pop it. wont pop LOL
eeew sounds so gross..
i'm in kinda a happy mood, reaaaalllllly craving boilin crab, no joke.

OKAY OKAY
i got a 6 week workout gameplan:
summerschool, grandma's, BIKE IT around the neighborhood for an hour-two hours everyday. determined to lose weight man. gonna go through this fucking resolution. i know that biking DOES work, me and tina biked it all winterbreak and i lost like 5 lbs..then gained it back the next month. HAHAHAHAHA. commitment? we'll see. tina..do it with me if you can get a ride : (

hellololo

so last night, went to cheesecake factory with tina & gwen!
so cute..we were all floral/summery :')
food was YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMy
then went to ultaa, came back, did some waiting with jessica
thach,brandon,dandy,richard,nina,lynn,vivian came and we went to watch drag me to hell AGAin.
i had to do some sneaking in..-_- bitches..
we got good seats, but some of them didn't becaause they came in too late :) suckaaaaas
me and tina and shit screamed our asses off, idk why i was so scared, i already watched it -_- i didn't see some shit come.
after wards, we walked me to the front and i left. : )
fun day, yeaaaaaah.

oh. and..lately i've been thinking..
i really, really, really DON'T like to share, my boys.
any of them, to any body. bugs me when people..think i'll share
cus i won't..

don't shoot the

OKAY, so like lately, i've been having to be a 'messenger' for plenttttttty of people, and i am soooo tired of it. through text, through phones, through people, through notes. PLEASE STOPPP! whatever you need to get through to the other person, DO IT YOURSELF. i was okay with it for a while, but then it got really irratating doing it for everyone.
we were watching a movie in english today, and fucking im in between two lovebirds, and they made me pass their fucking note back and forth through out the whole movie like 80 times. omfg..-_-
it's not like people CAN'T talk to the other person, it's just laziness, or some shit..just do it..omggggggggggggg leave me ALONEE. LEAVE TRANG ALONE!! :'(

shit, i'm angry.
anyway, i just ate buffet..so goood, so fulll.
tomorrow: fancy dinner with my two fave girls! :)

better days

i'm feeling better, no more sickness
well kinda, i coughed my guts out today
but i'm pretty okay now, just tired.
i was really busy with yesterday with projects, but now i'm free. :)

i've been breaking out lately, and it's not going away.
stress, too much thinking :/
ima go on the happy sideee now, or tryyyyyy to!
seriously laying off the boys, until SUMMER SCHOOL
meet new ones, forget about all the old ones, hopefully!

worse?!

i'm even more sick today, like 20x
felt like i got hit by a train and it spun upside down around 500x, ow:(
i stayed home today, i was happy bout it, but then i had a really cute outfit planned for today..oh well there's tomorrow
been laying around all day, sleeping
when i start to sleep/nap, i'm super duper cold
and then, i JUMP up like half an hour later fuckin feeling like i was shoved into an oven
and i start freaking out cus it's so goddamn hot
i had to change into a tshirt, and it was stilll like that
ate a shitload of watermelons to cool me down
shit, it happened like 5 times today..

chain reactionn

so i got sick today.
wait, lemme rephrase that, EVERYONE got sick today.
one mother fucker got sick at summer shakedown, and then another, and now everyone, or atleast every asian that was there is fucking sick, including me.
we all have the same symptoms, and it's horrible.
it didn't even happen right away, it waited thru saturday, sunday, then today, it just went..BAM! and everyone got sick.
my mom didn't even believe me when i said i got sick, she thought i was lazy to go to school cus i was fine all weekend. idk maaan, stupid shit.
i have a reallllly bad headache right now, bye :(

dragmetoshakedown

went to summer shakedown on friday, a lot of people were there
the lights were on..the principle kept kicking people out who were grinding too sexuallly, 5 mins later, you'll see them back in the middle of the crowd, HAHA.
such a fun time dude..they were only strict for like an hour, but the rest was pretty fun. i saw, met a buncha people. i think that was like, a 5 hour workout, my legs still kinda hurt..i saw someone i really didn't wanna see, i think it's because i can't accept the rejection from him, EEEEK. hateee tall asians..
went to bella terra yesterday, supposed to go to watch up at 520, bitches came at 545, and by the time we got in front of the movies(lagggers), it was like 605. was with thach,jasmine,jessica, richard, and dandy but he left. so instead, bitches made me watch drag me to hell, and me and jessica were like huddled up behind the popcorn box, and we watched the movie through the cracks of our fingers, it was actually kinda a funny movie, but then fucking scary ass shit too. me and jessica screamed our asses off man, when she screamed, i'd scream. and it went on for the whole movie. jasmine didn't really scream, but she was scared, thach got scared >:) then jasmine slept over, we couldn't sleep until 4am because we kept thinking about the scarybitchass old lady in the movie.
woke up went to mcdonalds, and then stayed home till 3 and took pictures, made videos and shit.
i'm so jealous of tina,kevin,lindsey, and sarah. i want to shoot them.

oh and i failed my written test...again, pretty depressed about it.

preshake

mhm, i saw brianna trieu today, and spent about an hour with her and her cousin. LOVELOVEEEE her.
TOMORROW IS SUMMER SHAKEDOWN, and oh man am i excited!!
GAMEPLAN: speed through school, run to the dmv & take my written test AGAIN, and hopefully passing, go to KEVIN PHAM'S house! get dolled up with tina, and 'help' kp dolled up and TRY to make him look almost as good as us :), then...i'll probably want food..then off to shakedown!! booty booty rockin errrrrwhere, then go back to kp's to get my clothes,bags,&stuff, then stay at tina's house for the night. YAYYYYYY! i get my own bed there!!!!<33

maid? in this economy?!

i'm SO over the maid dude..
she's been cleanin for the house for about, 2 years..? now.
and lately, she's been throwin the wrong things away
this started ever since i went to the britney spears concert,
first she threw away the top 'ad' part of the concert picture on my masquerade mask. and i got pissed.
next, she threw away my britney spears cup, WHICH i luckily found in the trash
and then she took my TEEN VOGUE bag, took all my autographs out of it, and threw away the bag.
then, i blew up. i got so fucking mad, i almost started crying.
sounds kinda lame,snobby w/e but NO ONE was EVER suppose to touch my autograph except for me & hayden panetierre.
i didn't even let my mom touch it.
FUCKER BEANER ASS SHIT, took it and fuckin shit.
this time, she threw away ALL my forever21, mac bags, my mac makeup containers that i could save to get free shit, my SUNFLOWER SEEDS BAG that was like 3/4 full >:o, my unopened vs lotion, MY MOTHER FUCKING dooney&bourke water bottle <^>, my yogurtland spoon, my homework -_-.
the fuck bitch, get out of my life already. clean my shit, but don't throw my shit away. FUCK.

JUNE01

new moooonth, new adventures:)
starting with, summer shakedown!!!!!!!
i'm excited, i haven't gone to a dance since freshman year homecoming..
i haven't gotten much to say, nothing new obviously.
ahahha, i've made new friends this month, or gotten way closer to some acquaintances.
yay meeeeeee! :) i'm thankful for that. i'm not fully trusting them, i'm still a little skeptical. i'm beginning to have trust issues, but it's better for me.
it takes time, but lately, new friends are way fun :)
my hair's fading, i've gotten a lot of comments today from people asking if i dyed my hair, interesting!
yeah, i don't know what to do with my hair anymore, i quit!

goodmorning?:)

lalala just got home
from a, very good day/night
started off goin to the mall with madre, got some eyeliner
went home, got re-ready, uncle prezz came
went to pick up tina, headed to bc!!
1:30 minutes wait, so we went into yummieyo, not that yummy anymore..
except for that worker guy..he was delicious ^____^
then met up with some of uncle's homies.
ate a shitload..funny incident in the bathroom....
after that, we seriously..didn't wanna go home, 10.
so we convinced them to go to target, cus tina needed something..
then walmart, then MOVIES. had a goood time at target, esp tina!;)
got to the regency, free movieeee! i love you man, hilarious. couldn't stop laughing
then left, still didn't wanna go home.. 12.
so we told my uncle to go to GUPPIEEES!
we were heading there, but then TINA changed her mind last minute, so we just took her homeeee.
1am, and here i am! :)
haven't been out late night in a while. :( GOOOODNIGHT

so, me?

so i went to the dmv this morning!
went to take my permit test, i was so nervous, my heart was like BOOMBOOMBOOM
i spent 15mins on it, 45 minutes standing there checking my answers, and being nervous, also passing the time so i can skip math class
i stood in line for the grading, i couldn't stand still, i was FURRRREAKIN out
and then the guy started grading it, and i tried to look at it, but then he kinda dogged me every time i tried to look over the table..so i backed up and stood there
'welp, looks like you didn't pass, you missed 10'
i was like NOO!!! AW MAN!! instinct. i said it pretty loud too..
the dude was like, study harder
i'ma come back next friday.. :(

whaat..LATE?!

so got to school, pretty early..
had a food fair todayyy, yay!
after 6th, went to detention with jasmine and abby to wait for jas to finish
and then me and jasmine went back to our lockers and changed into our matching dresses.
jasmine didn't even wear an undershirt..so she stood there half naked..and then she took off her pants..so she was like..3/4 nakey. SEXYYYY
yeah, then we headed over to the EBUILDING to go to the ROP party
because our class redesigned the teachers lounge, so we had a..um, 'house warming' party
shitload of teachers came, and we had to go because it was 20extra credit points.
went there, drank, ate, talked. then a shitload of random people(students) came, and like..freeloaded..and i was talking to jasmine and leslie and got fucken CARRIED AWAY
suppose to only be there for 15 minutes, fucken stayed for like 40...couldn't check my phone, there were teachers, and there was no mofucken clock
i raceeeed outta there, and changed back to my regular clothes in the car
headed over to the DMV, my mom got lost..and i was nervous
they stop giving out tests @430, close @5, it was like..405
got my number, got my stuff filled out, registered to VOTE:)
got my picture taken..ew.
NO FUCKING TEST. by the time it was my turn, it was already 440.
skippin first period tomorrow to take it, so fucking nervous..

even though i said i didn't believe in bets, i'm not losing
i'm not gonna like him, watch. if i lose, i'm WEAK.
sheeeeeeeeet..just cus he's a decent guy, DOESN'T MEAN IMA LIKE HIM. >:O
mm..ironic looking back on that subject..HAHA anyway<^> ima winn..

unexpected surprises

so today, woke up and decided to go eat with tina.
we were planning on going to tofu house, but my mom decided on dim sum.
my mom told us to get out of the car because she was gonna park far away
we were going in to get a number for our seats..and at the door
was this albino half asian kid, LOL i knew who he was man..
and his brother..i was like helllll to the no
better not be there, better not be there. and HE POPPED OUT
and i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
we had to walk by him and shit
and when we walked out, he was there
and we stood there like, shit..what if we got a seat next to him...
we got a seat across from him, best believe he saw us.
and he left like 10mins after we sat down, and he walked by us and he stopped.
and he stared.
and i frozzze.
horrrrrrible
thn i got kinda sad..then i got kinda mad..
when we finished, walked out, saw brandon!
ahahaha funny shit, then we went to yogurtland, then we hit the beach
went to rubys on the pier, and oh boy, we TALKED.
found out some stuff about some people..thinking about DEfriending them.
um, yeah so i'm not overrrrrrrrrrr it
after all that shinnnaaniganzz he did to me, nope
it's been almost a year already, what a pain in my ass.
so much for simmering down.

look who's back ;)

SO THIS WEEK has been pretty fun
well, i skipped school monday, this time i was forshiz up the sickness.
got sidekick 08! LOVE you tina
i was anticipating all week for the strawberry fest, and it finally came, it was so fun!
went with tina, katelyn, kevin, esty
and some otha people came, we saw a lot of peopllle.
LIKE THACH! brandon, dandy, jessica ;) oh and we kicked with william tooo
went the next day, with andy and katelyn for the first half of the day, and then tina and katelyn at night
gained mother fucking weight..
but i've been having a good time
my computer brokedown so i haven't had the chance to blog it out, sorry :(
i'm sad too..

wrap up

the weekend was GREAT!
friday: blessed sacrament festy
saturday: katelyn came over, we went to huntington beach main street to go to forever 21 and the grand opening of the strip. didn't know till we got there that, the maine, and meg&dia were gonna perform. shopped for a while, went to jamba and shit, walked around, got like 4 free chocolate bars. DELISH. went into the crowd, got squashed like a mofo cus we were like almost at the front, so we walked out cus we could see better on the side. got bored, told my mom to come. as she was coming, we were standing like..behind the stage kinda cus it was in the middle of everything and we saw this guy with long brown hair walk and this chic was liike "OMG CAN I HAVE A PICTURE WITH YOU?!?!?!?!"
and we were kinda like wtf..he's famous? and he walked right in front of us, like 2 inches. and then like idk..3-4 more guys were behind him with like guitars and i was like oh..the maine..shoulda gotten a picture..LOL oh well.
and then sunday: KABUKI! FINALLY..this was suppose to happen like 2 weeks ago. Went with katelyn, lynn, nina, alex, alex, then tina came along with thach, brandon, dandy, and jessica. we had FUN. the table got kinda divided though..maybe next time we'll just go in seperate groups on seperate days. lynn left early with nina&2alexs, and brandon and dandy were expirementing with wasabi. and they started crying :)
then after we went to hss, then stood in front waiting for my mommy. tina came up and hugged my mom, and thach, brandon, and dandy all said hi to her..kinda awkward, but cute!
yep. my mom was like aw thats nice. i like them. LOL!!
such a good weekend!
strawberry fest is next, and i'm READY

BS

The festival was FUN!
a lot of unexpected things happened before hand, during, and afterwards.
it's all good!
i met plenty, and saw some oldies :')
i got a lllllot of hugs, from westies. i love you guys.
it started out suppose to arrive at 5, but actually..came at like 640 :D
and saw a lot of unexpected people there, surprising
met some people, got some mexican drink: horchata YUMMMMMMMMMMM<3
ate FOOOOD, watched rides, mingled, walked around, lalala, watched some jerkin.
SAW KEVIN P LAST MINUTE! yay
got to hangout with my loved oneees.
and some flowers..
after i left, got home, and tired, talking to people
i got an unexpected convo goin, i was like woah.. hahaha
i wanna go on vaycay for summer.....

oopsx2

so prom is NEXT WEEK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i got conFUSED.
anyway, i'm spose to be at the festival..
but i'm waiting for tina..so ima leave in like 15-20
today was okay, it was the shortest its been for the past 3 weeks.
block scheduling is OVER. classes feel WAY WAY WAY shorter, thank goodness!
man..in foods today, everyone forgot to bring their SHIT
so we had to survive off of MY chili, that i brought
because i'm a good student, and i was responsible for my shit
well, another person in my group brought soda, so it was just us that had the food.
bitches..
i reminded people last night too. ugh!
watched 'aquila and the bee' in spanish, it was SO cutee.
that asian guy from rush hour 1 was in it. the dad, :)!
yeah. i'm pretty bored, nothing to blog about LOL

gimmethatsuga

so..i got some advice, from a certain bff, who knows better than me, telling me that, she thinks its time..for it to be over. yeah. yeah.
i'm takin that advice straight to the bank!
yep. so seriously, i think this is a little hard for me, since i'm usually crazy over this specific subject..
i'm stopping the boy crrrraze
no more, till summer
i'm taking a BREAK on all this boy crap
in the past few years, i haven't had a moment where i've not liked anyone completely.
but now i think this is the first.
and i'm planning keep it this way, till june.
takin be a huge breather, gonna be about my girls and ONLY my girls.
well, it's kinda always been with a little interference
taking them boys out of my brain, giving room for school
taking them boys out of my blog, giving room for the rest of my life stories.
takiiiiin them boys out of my pocket, so i have some change for forever 21..LOL
never really spent that much on a guy, but you get me.
oh yeah, and social vibe, I NEED POINTS.

i love twitter

i am in love with twitter right now
LMFAO, i'm sooo amused

this is for my bff :) HAHAHAHAHAHA
http://www.bubblecomment.com/id/50bav

and this is for..everyone ELSE
http://bbltwt.com/fs0ea

LMAO CREEEPY HUHHH

oopsie

LMFAO, so prom at gghs already passed.....................
ehehehee, damn.
anyway.
i skipped school, i didn't feel good.
but now i feel fine LOL
i went to my uncle's house, took some stuff..
my mom took his laptop, which i am currently using LOL =)
been spending a lot of time with mama today,
kinda interesting lol
i want some MAKEUP. mac makeup dude.
siiiiiiiiiigh..
hopefully today.

masq

so prom is in like 2 weeks or someshit
I WANNA GOOOOOO :'(
how depressing, no date..
it's masquerade night
or somethin like that, and i have the PERFECT
mask for it, i got it from the britney spears concert<3
i wanna just go PARTY in general
it's kinda been a while, but i told myself
i'll cut back on the alcohol for a while
told myself i'd completely cut it out of my life on new years
HAHA, 2 months later, went party. and what happened.
broke my resolution..-____-

so after that guy told me that shit on thursday
i'm like, in LOVE man.
he's amazing. :') i'm seeing him monday
that means more STARING! WOOO :) HAHAHAHAH EEEW i'm a creep..

skandal

damnnnn, so scandalous
bitches these days
if you don't like me, don't hang around
we don't like you either.

boycrave

so I FINALLLLLLY get some talk time with that smokin hawwt guy in my foods class. we were sitting with b,&this white guy. we were talking, and I was speculatin him and I was like woah..you have long eye lashes.. :) I like em. and he was like I like your face. you're really cute. and I 'giggled' and I had to look away because I turned redd.. :( and he was like psst. psssssst! and I looked at him, and he winked at me. and I was like =') shit man.........he's so dreamy. made my day x1937472

JOIN NOWWWWWWWW

hm

so i don't really, have anything to say.. well except that, you guys should check my twitttta! you'll really know more.........LOL
twitter.com/ttttle

so serious shit, so the highlight of my day, was telling and receiving cute pick up lines. :) LOVIN IT, i should keep this up.

shuttin dowwwn

i'm not gonna try anymore!
friends>do what chu what, but i'm not putting in an effort to the people who always give me that shit. the cold shoulder, and only are friendly and talkative to me when they feel like it. and bs all over the place. i'm done with trying to keep conversations and try to make plans to hangout and try to keep close. so yeah, i'm done.
i have other things to worry about now, school. yeah i know, shocking huh? i gotta pass all my classes this semester, so i won't have time for people who won't give me time. i got my close friends, that's all i'll need.

LADIES?

so got to bella terra at like 7,
found thach right when i got there, made him wait with me for like 10 minutes
found tina! thach left with the homiees
bumped into some people, met with kevinp
originally was spose to go at 720
but he was LATE, so we went to eat johnny rockets,
so we were gonna go into movies at 755
then..we had to wait..-_-
so 820
and there was only 20 seats left out of 150 so we sat at the fucking
second row
in front of this bitchass oldguy who fucking reeked like shit.
he smelled so fucking bad, like hello? you've lived for so long, you would THINK he'd know what cologne was..
and i think he fucking took his shoes off..my god
it fried my brain.
wolverine was, eh..pretty good.
the best part was will.i.am.
it was hilarious, the movie practically became a comedy
during the movie, some cute boys came.. but i couldn't seee them cus i was in the movie.. :(
YUP. after that everyone left except for me and kevin
we were standing there and the cop was like you guys over 18 right?
we're like um...no..
and he's like oh, when you gettin picked up?
and i was like, oh 5 mins. (lied)
and he was like alright, go in jamba.
and fuckn kevin, 'oh alright thanks!'
i was like..??! LOLLLLL
yeah, FUN NIGHT

spendin' time

so, lately..
i've had no time really, for myself.
boys wise..
i mean, i tried, but it's not like how i use to
i've been a bit..mm busy helping other people
with they're relationship problems
and, being cupid too.
so it's been a while that i had a 'thing' with a boy
yeah, i miss that shit.

PE

so today in pe, we had to run 'mini-cross country'
and the track was closed for a meet, so we had to run around weird places..
so we ran around the tennis courts, and behind the baseball field
and there was a fence, and there was no DOOR or opening w/e
but there was this..SLOT that was like 7-8 inches wide
and it couldnt move, because the slot was between a brickwall and the fence
and well no shit all the skinny ass people went thru
and when i got there, i was like..fml.
and all the 'other' people stood there and was like, wtf too
and i was like, dude, so i'ma just go thru it..or TRY to
and I FIT!!!! i was like FUK YESSSSSSSSS
i was proud of myself.
i was like, wowwww...i made it. :')

piggies

swine.
wtf
it got to my jasmine :(
two days before her BIRTHDAY..
she went to the hospital today..ER
i wish i can visit her!
i skipped ROP today. ehehe

flowers.

wow, there's this cutie..
but I can't do anything, b/c he's a friend's friend.
and I've only seen pictures
and I know we have a lot in common because...mspace LOL
I can't add him, and be all weirdo.
I know ima meet him soon, but im so impatient.
because he's so cute.
ima wait. :] so cute.

kakapo

painted my nails today, and it chipped half an hour later.

had a bad morning, and it didn't stop.
bitchass two faced bsing fucker.
there you go again, talkin a bunch of bs on me. the fuck is your problem?
I didn't do shit to you, or say shit about you.
why you gotta do this to me?
all I was, was sweet & nice to you. the fuck?..
you were sooo sweet to me, and then you turn around and do that shit.
lame fuck.

=/

I just got bitchslapped with reality.
dn: your mom went to your uncles to move some of his stuff that means something to him
me: well where's he going?
dn: he's not gonna stay there
me: he's gonna be moving after he's out??
dn: well he's not gonna be back out till a yr, 2yrs, or 3
me: DON'T SAY THAT.
dn: well that's what's most likely gonna happen, its just reality

bam. ouch. I still can't believe it

oh SHIT.

obsessed, was soo good
edge of my seat the whole time
me&tina be like OH SHIT ever 5mins..
it was good.
LOVEE beyonce.

so manyyyy creepy people these days..
idk.

why..

it hurts me when my friends are doing things that hurt them.
told me it was done with, but i find out, that they're still doing it.
i wanna cry.. because i care. :(
it hurt my HEART.

LB

youuuu jerk
flaker, ain't got nothin to your liiife
i do know what was going on, but you don't know that i know
and you said to my bff that you'd talk to me
I HAVEN'T HEARD A SINGLE WORD,
still pretty pissed. i hate being left hangin.
dumb shizz.

catching up w/ lam, is fun. :)

ego

woahhh, went to thach's confirmation
it was so fun.
we came just when it started, so we didn't have a seat.
so we stood for fucken 2 hours.
but i had fun, we were dancing, and shit. hahaha
and we saw thach in the middle, and we were like OH SHIT.
ahah the whole time we were trying to get his attention, but we could only whisper, and we were at the door, so he didnt hear us.
but yeah, me& jasmine gave him a bouquet of flowers<3
it was cuuuute =))))))))) we wrote our names on a flower
HAHAH, cuteness
saw some of the homiiieees, :D FUN.
but some homies, thought they were better than me
so decided to pretend i wasn't there, or not talk to me.
yup. it's cool tho

2 hours?!

going to thach's confirmation mass tomorrow
gonna be there with jasmine
gonna see patrick, and other kiddos.
i'm excited, to dress up and all that shit
but we gotta sit for 2 hours..

mm.. :)

so im not a mad person today
I had a good night.
and had a good morning, got late start.
and, I am full today, wooo!
im not tired, wide awake, had a big cup of mcafe. mm!
im really relaxed, and lazy today
but its a good thing.
=)

beat..

im really tired today
prolly from last night, and my throat hurtttts.
I think my ears are still ringing, ahha
I looked horrible today, not my day.

boys>chaotic

wow.

last night was absolutely amazinggggggggg!!!!!
I can't even begin to talk about it, wee hadd sooo much fun. saw katelyn&kev there from wayyyy across the stage. pretty crazy. I lovee pcd&brit!
we wrote, well tina wrote a message that had my name in it, and we sent it in, and it showed up on the big screen!
'scream if you love edward cullen!!! -tina&trang<3'
AND EVERYONE screamed. hell yes..


it was such an amazing show, I couldn't have asked for more.
well mayb lower seats..but that's it :]

this morning, rough.
really tired, and things bothered me. but s'okay! I gotta keep thinking about the concert and ill smiiile

money honey

I am so..excited
britney spears concert WITH PUSSYCAT DOLLS..
oh shit. oh shit.
and who do I see it with?!
MY BESTFRIEND.
why?!!!!
because im the bestest friend in the entire world :)
what other bestfriend would go out and get BRITNEY SPEARS concert tickets for her bff's sweet16?!
NOONE BUT ME. =)
we got kinda high seats..though
I hope we can SEE her.

told people bout it, they haters.
because they jealous.

roc-beyonce*
i heard this a while ago, just never got to it
i LOVE beyonce..man

April 2009 Issue #54986

went to bc last night..YUM!
two hour wait.....-_-
it ended up being me,thach,&jasmine
because other people, fllllaaakkyyy..
saw thl, andy, vivan, & jenny
so I need to buy thach something..he kinda payed for my part of the bill..and he said juss buy him yogurt..but that was like 3.50........so hm..guilty



so I brought this up yesterday, I abbbbbsolutely hate when people ignore me. text,aim,calls whatever.
it ticks me off, like..I know you read it,but you just don't reply. wtf, WHY. its like, im waiting for a damn response and you leeeeave me hanging.
like SOMEPEOPLE, ignored me for 2 days in a damn row..and ADMITTED TO IT, not to me, but to someone else. hells naw.

for my giggles

i think it's like so funny when people think they're smarter than they realllly are.
they use big words in their sentences, to make an ILLUSION that they're smart, but it makes them look so DUMB. because the words don't even make SENSE in the sentences.
when i read stuff like that, i just start laughing.
learn the word, learn how to use it, before you do
or it just makes you look like a dumbass
some people try too hard. LMAO

ew..

i HATE when people are 'copy-catters'
don't matter if they jack from me, or
if i catch them jack from other people
ticks me off, its like, they take something
and it's NOTHING of THEM.
like it's not them at all, so dumb
ugh i HATE when people copy.

bella terra,
me, thach, & jasmine!
WOO, tried to watch 17again, got sold out.
and yeah. we bonded, and we did some dancin
=)HHA, laaaame
i had fun. tomorrow: bc with thach,lynn,&brandon
mayb :]

yay

movies tomorrow? tomorrow!
=))))))))))))))

badm

awe tina won!
porque? because me and jasmine cheeeered =)
gave her CONFIDENCE, so she win! woo.

saw everyone else, LOOOOVIN IT! =)

whs lovers, made my day!

oh, bad part now
did bleachers in pe, foot got caught, fell on the way up. tore my shin, bled, aches, now walking with a limp..
like an oldschool pimp oh real og!
no but really, ouch..

the snake

hottest guy, EVER in my foods class
talked to him before, said a few words, nothing much
but mostly..staring
he's the perfect eye candy
baseball player.
and he's outgoing, so he ALWAYS does the demos
better for ME, i get a GREAT view
he has personality, so beautiful
but never stand a chance, not even gonna TRY

so today, we were finished watching the demos
and i was standing in my group's kitchen, doing nothing & like blanked out
and all a sudden i feel like a hand wrapped around me
and i look up, and it's HIM, oh god.
when we made eyecontact he went back to his paper, but we were skin on skin close still
and he was like 'BABYGIRL, what flavor do you want for freelab friday?'
i kinda just froze, i was like, on FIRE. *fuego, fuego!*
i looked at the kitchen in front of me, girls were staring. MAUAHA!
i asked my group what they wanted, but i didn't hear anything they said
but he wrote it down
and he smiled at me, and walked to the next kitchen
i was on brainlockdown for like 5mins.
oh man..i couldn't breathe after like 15mins.
i kept telling myself, breathe trang. in & out, in & out
phew..man, that was a TRIP.
he actually touched me, and called me babygirl. oh shit.
i was like, am i dreaming?
he, reminds me of edward cullen
because he's so beautiful. but again, just an eye candy
nothing more, nothing less

skip

i'm gonna go to west tomorrow. =)
and support my babygirl and see my
cuties that i've missed SO SO much!

11:11, a while back.

bring this back.
it was a happy time, not saying that now isn't happy
but here, we were all care free, drama free, there was
no problems, between anyone, or the law.
even though the movie was hella sucky, the night was good.
and so was the weekend before hand.
i wish people can go back to being like THIS, and
stop the depression. people split up, and bonds between
friends, start to lose fire after a while.
but i'm over it, i just want a day
with no strings attatched, to bring that night back.
hm, i'm being all deep ^____^

sucks

last day of spring break.
hells no.
not even a new dh episode. -____-
i don't appreciate dh haters either.
if you don't like it, and think it's cheesy and dumb
DON'T watch it
the hell.

ugh. not my day, man.
i'm in an 'egh' mood, because tomorrow is school
and i'm not getting boiling crab today.
because my uncle is tired, so next week : (
i hope this week is good.
hmm.. :) am i excited? who knows HAh

yes

happy 100th blog to ME :)

anyway.
my new qt, is cute!
no more details :)

webcamming at 12-2 in the morning, is a lot of fun.
but nick was two-timing us HAHA

surprise

went to bt, watch hannah montana, AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after we finished, we went into I love you, man. with thl's group but then..naah. so we sat next to the arcade.
and then thach shows up!
hahaha, with his crewwwww.
and..tina & thach made fun of me
and I started blushing..so we left
and then when we got home, tina started doing black girl stuff.
and I talked to patrick on the phone, and a boy sang to me :)
so cute! it was unexpected

if i could i would

in my next life, i would love to be another race
white. but with a mix of asian, for the food and tet and stuff.
but i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be PLATINUM blonde
and be tan, and have like a stick body with big boobs ;)
like those sexy bitches.
that would be hot.
yup.

chrissy's

his house was fun!
i LOVE LOVE LOVE jasmine<333333
she's so great :)
she can sing, and make me laugh.
when his homies came over,
it was me & her in the corner, BONDING
and i love that

so plan it stan,

i'm really confused
tomorrow, katelyn's coming over and sleeping over
then friday morning, we go watch hannah montana and then come back and get ready for party
but my mom has work, idk how shes gonna bring us back home
and tinas coming friday, so idk what time she's coming, and idk what time we're gonna be back, where we're gonna watch the movies?
and party, gonna party.
really wanna drink, GONNA drink, but only at the beginning and sober up later that night
leaving early, idk what the rest of my friends are gonna do when i leave
idk if jasmine's going, she BETTER..
realllly scared that my mom can smell the a-a-a-a-alcohol, blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a..LOL