Saturday, July 11, 2009

welcome back

so this week was pretty up and down with emotions,
started out hating life because i had to go through 5 more days of summer school, goddamn i'm such weaksauce
but then, uncle got out of jail, so that was fuckin brillliant! :')
celebrated for like 2 days, yumm food
thenn, i had some anticipation, nervousness, curiosity, and a ton of thinking, still goin on.
i had high hopes on passing summer school, fail.
hated life for like 5 minutes, but then decided NOT to come back second semester
so very, very happy i get to sleep in.
so technically, for me, summer just started, so goddamn happy..
but then today, got bad news
not gonna see my uncle for 2-3 years, got depressed
still am, makes me wonder if this shit is ever gonna end..
not seeing him for 2 months was horrific enough, and now
he's gonna be OUT of my life for three fuckin years?
this whole week has been a teaser to my brain
idk what to do anymooo, and this week, i've been feelin very distant to friends.
it just doesn't feel like it's there, boo hoo. : (

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