Finito

There will be brighter days, swear.
A little wisdom from my bestfriend can't hurt once in a while
'I won't get mad, I'll get even.'
And no more sugar coating. No. More.

obsessive?

lies after lieeees.
who's he lying to?!
he's playin hard to get.
fuck. no. I'M suppose to be doing that.
aaaah i quit!!! not trying anymore.
he can have fun by himself playing his own daaaaamn game.
if hee wants me, he's gonna have to catch me.
bitch.
trickass needs to get regulated!


him- there's always a bright side to everything with you, isn't there?
me- yes, ofcourse!
him- haha, like you and me :)

NOT ANYMORE. BITCH. FUCKED IT ALL UP FUCKER.
now there's no damn bright side to anything anymore. gawd..-__-
but unfortunately, i still melt everytime i see his face....
i do what i have to, for me. so i won't get hurt.
but it kills me to look away when he's around. i hope i can keep it up :(
we need alone time, to clear this air.

anyway, i had a really good weekend.
tina, andy, dalena, thanks :)<3 i love you guys.

lonely

wtf, why hasn't anyone been blogging...........
i feel so alone on blogspot..

stay

most friends come and go.
but a few have to say, no options.
like you. you can't leave me, us.
no matter what happens, i'm sticking with you.
if you do, my world is coming to a crash.
fuck everything, you BETER be okay.
i love you so much.

guts

if things don't speed up by the end of this week,
i'm gonna start changing my wayszzzz.
i got a goal for this week, and i'm gonna stick to it!
NO PUSSY NO PUSSY.
i gott doubt now..........
like all the other 500 friends that tell me that everyday.
masking everything.

hotncold

oh shit. so i went through a bi-polar stage.
one day i was crushing, then i hated him, now we're okay :)
had a three hour convo, and we're superb. he's the cutest thing in this woorrrrld.
i get to go watch his game tomorrow!:)oo babyyy!

so today, i was tryna talk to him, and this white fucker bitch
was literally ALL over him, and touching him and stuff
and he was tryna get to me but she kept buggin
and seriously, got me MAAAD. not jealous or anything,
but just because that was some rude asssss shit.
i was seriously, gonna fucking deck her in the face.
if she did that one more fucking time, i will knock. the shit. out of her.
i wasn't jealous, she was just buggin like no other.
bitch is gonna cause problems, watch.

hell no.

FUCKEN SHOOT ME.
when i like a guy, or have a thing with them
it always ends up like this: I HATE BOYS.
players. players. players.
yes, play ALL your 'video games', have fun with that.
man, i'm so done! wow. goodbye.

homecoming

homecoming was so funnn!
i haven't gone since freshman year, and it was definately worth it.
there was like a moment of badness throughout the night, but the end made up for everythaaaaang.
i am sore. i danced for fucken 4 hours, i seriously didn't stop
felt like i was on speed man.
they had a techno session, it never sounded so amazing.
my outfit was cute..everyone was wearing the same damn shit though.
the others wore fairy tootoos..which i don't get, but it was cute :)

goooood dj. ^______^
i was suppose to go out today, but i couldn't..
so i stayed in, yep. it was a REALLY good weekend, i ain't goin lie.

thanksguys!

party hardy
i thought it was fun. lol,
just glad my close friends had funn.
glad i got to see people that i wanted to! ^___^
ALOT of cleanning up to do, and when everyone left
KNOCKED THE FUCKKKK OUT.

thanks dalena for the CUTEEEEE ass card<3 :)
thanks thach& the man crew for YOU know.. ;)
thanks tina for the music and transportation:)
thanks ej for getting shaline here!
thanks kev&katelyn for cleaning with meeee.
thanks party people. woop woop.
I DONT HAVE PICTURES :( wtf man. i know people took em...
LOL maybe i getem later. :)

daaaaaayumn shawwty

emotions be FLYYYYYYYYYYIN everywhere
HOLLAHOLLA.
it's perfect where we are. :)

sweeeeet

MY BIRTHDAY was GREAT! :)
it was a really fun weekend, i'm not gonna lie!
i got some shtuffff ;) spent it with tina and katelyn.
that was some fun shit! haven't had time with them together in a very long time.
i love this birthday!
it's not even over yet! party's friday! WOOP WOOOOP!!

:) and the presents aren't even done yet ;)

memorable

angels game was so FUN.
gonna remember this forever! got to see holly madison, got an angels shirt. suuupaaa cute.
definately going back. we got on the jumboscreen about 3 times, and got on tv. :)

homecoming is almost coming up. and i need me a date.
well, i don't NEED one, cus it's not that kind of dance i guess
but it'd be nice to have one. i'm gonna go with my girlfriends and chris.
ugh, upset that they don't allow guest passes..whateeev..

i think after today, he has me man..
i think i can finally say, that i LIKE him. a lot.
we had a 5 minute alone time after school today,
and he made me fall deeper. sighs. i love this, but
i hate feeling attatched. let's not go there.
and I'M NOT JEALOUS. even though he has every other girl on his nuts.
i'm OKAY with it, cus i know how he feels.
he told me EVERYTHINGGGGGG :).