sweeeeeet dream

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATELYN! i hope you have an amazing day, andddd i hope you LOVE your present.

tomoorrow, going to kathy luu's bonfyyyaaa!
gonna keep andy company:)

i had a really good dream last night, and i didn't wanna wake up so i woke up at 430..
i was at mainstreet with idk who, and then hannah montana was singing at the piere, and we FREAKED OUTTTTTTTTT. and then like 5 mins later, i was at a shoestore with vannie and kristina, and vannie whispers to us, 'don't freak out, but hannah montana is right behind you'. turned around, and i freaked out. asked for a picture, she was like yeah! and like i took like 3 pics of us and it kept turning out blurry, then took like 10 more finally got it. we laughed about it, we became friends. she came to my house for a sleepover, and we went to the mall the next day and everyone was jealous i was with her. and then after that i had like a nightmare, we were spose to go on a boat, but to get on the boat you gotta go on this really long like walk on a really thin platform, and it got really really reallllly high, so then we all laid down and tried to crawl, and i froze at like the last step because i had to get up because there was like, a gap between me and the boat. and i finally went on it, and then i lost my phone -____-. yep, some dream. hahah

SHWWWWWWWWWWWAYZE

so woke up, all pumped up for the dmv, and it was closed..gawwwd :(
so then i went to the mall with andy, and we watched shwayze! woo.
and then afterwards, we got free stuff, HAHA! yay
went back inside the mall cus that shit was burrrrnin fire
and we sat and chatted, then i went homme..LOL (=







THUGLIIIIIIIIIIFE :)

Concoction

so the weekend took a 360.
oh well, at least this weekend is coming up soon.
i'ma go shopping tmrw, probably go watch a movie with jasmine
then thursday go to the beach with katelyn, i haven't talked/seen her in a very, very long time and there's plenty of things i gotta tell her, i'm excited.
kathy luu has already made her guest list for the bonfire, makes me anxious. eeep!
gonna see people i haven't seen for months man!

the last week hasn't been going right in any way really.
a lot of different stresses coming and going = acne. -____-
i wish there wasn't any problems, honestly, summer..man

saw my san diego family yesterday, it was alright. seeing cousins was pretty chill. but the adults..they kept asking,
'so have you been talking to your dad?'
'have you seen your dad lately?'
'he givin you money?'
'have you seen what he looks like lately?'
NIGGUHHH, THEY'RE ALLLL my dad's brothers and sisters, ALL FUCKING 9 OF THEM; shouldn't they KNOW the situation by now?! FUCK. so i went in the car and sat there for a half an hour to get away from it all, and because it was like 150 degrees in that house.

i wanna let out my feelins on blog, because i haven't had anyone to talk to lately, but i know i can't. LOL, but it's so tempting..

TAKING DMV TEST WEDNESDAY*********************
THIRD TIME'S THE CHARM?

quicky

tina le! happy birthday cutesy:)


damnn, yesterday was probably the worst day of summer
got ripppppppppppppped =/ my poor sidekick..
so now, i temporarly am using a borrowed phone
gotta return it probably tomorrow, or by the end of this week forsure.
=/ texting..
damn i feel empty.

but then, after 12am, everything was fine again
webcammed with tina and paulmandap, loveeeemm
did it till 430am, i know they enjoyed it ;)
funfunn!

this week:
tomorrow-thl's htb bday dinner
friday-PARTY with tina
saturday-fishing with tina, & BOTH uncles
sunday-fam reunion

welcome back

so this week was pretty up and down with emotions,
started out hating life because i had to go through 5 more days of summer school, goddamn i'm such weaksauce
but then, uncle got out of jail, so that was fuckin brillliant! :')
celebrated for like 2 days, yumm food
thenn, i had some anticipation, nervousness, curiosity, and a ton of thinking, still goin on.
i had high hopes on passing summer school, fail.
hated life for like 5 minutes, but then decided NOT to come back second semester
so very, very happy i get to sleep in.
so technically, for me, summer just started, so goddamn happy..
but then today, got bad news
not gonna see my uncle for 2-3 years, got depressed
still am, makes me wonder if this shit is ever gonna end..
not seeing him for 2 months was horrific enough, and now
he's gonna be OUT of my life for three fuckin years?
this whole week has been a teaser to my brain
idk what to do anymooo, and this week, i've been feelin very distant to friends.
it just doesn't feel like it's there, boo hoo. : (

temeculanianzz

daaaayumn, fourth of july. errrthin was really unexpected.
in the morning, woke up, went to the beach with westies!
and stayed there till 4? idk, then tina jason and i bussed back to tina's, then he left.
me and tina got a call from paul mandaap! sayin he's comin to get us at 9 to go watch fireworks at the pier.
the bitch came at 1215, and i met, rico, ray, and riciel.
went to hit up parties, fail
went to mcdonalds, then ate at the donut shop
went knockin on windows and shitt
went to thl's, and we had FUN
thennn we went to norms afterwards, at like 3am and cops were there
so we left, LOL cus we were chickenshit :(
then we headed home, it was overall a super fun day
but lets just saayyyy, most of the things in the day, went horribly wrong. HEHE

okays!

DAWWWWG.
went to tina's today, then biked to starbucks
had a talkk, it was fun: )
then went back to her house, ate takis&sunflowaa seeds
then we walked around the neighborhood like 10x, then biked it around 5x
arounnd idk, went to thl's hizzle.
we talked and stufffff, THEN
maaaan crew came! thach,brandon,richard,jessica,susan
and..we had a party in thl's bedroom. yumm!
over all, pretty good day. : )




it wasn't the same without kevin today,
i miss you alreaaaadyyyyy!!!

vissssssssssssaychack ;)

baby, baby, baby!
you're such a wonderful person, i couldn't have asked for a better friend.
you always make the sun come out, when we hangout, we always have a ballll.
on days we don't talk, i feel empty;
when we share heart to heart convo's, they're the best evaa.
we hardly hang out, and that makes me sad too.
but thinkin about it, distance just makes us closer.
yesss, my BOOO, my top girl, my faaave girlll. what would i do without you?!?!
your phone calls make my dayyy, always boo, ALWAYS.
i ain't givin you up for anythin, or anyONE.
and i DON'T like to share my boo.
damn, over a year already, and we've gone through plenty!
always here for you, that's NEVER going to change
no matter what happens, kay?
i know you got me too, you've always been here.
we got so close so faast, and i'm hella glad we did.
no downs, only ups since the start, because we're meant to be ;)
when it comes down to you and me, best believe that shit ain't changin for ANYTHING!!!
i think our friendship is priceless, and no one's as cute as us :-*

LOL, i hope you know how much you mean to me.
i loooooooove you vannie visaychack<3


btw, i think i'ma temporarily lay low on blogging.