wish i could hug you

Today started out very, very, amazing..
the love of ma life, CHRISTIAN NINJADROPS e-mailed me..
like woah; i was like hyperventelating idk how you spell that shit.
and then went to ss, w/eeeeeee!!!!
went into wendy's car for the first time, she drives cuhrrrazy.
then got to gma's, then biked it by myself! to staterbros. on idk..magnolia? yeah.
scurrry..met up tina, kevin, and kevin's new bike!!! beach cruiser, and shimmery--may i add ;) EHHE.
and zennn we went to htb, got 50% discount because, I AM THE BEST PERSON EVER.
no, anna is, she works there, my homegirl.
gave us alllll discounts WHAT NOW SUCKAAAAAAAA! ;)
AND THEN CHRISTIAN NINJADROPS EMAILED ME AGAINNNNN!!!!!!!
then biked to cefiore, then around tina's neighborhood.
then it got dark, so we went on an empty street, and we did some hardcore bad ass bike-dancing. don't even try to compare!!

then at 9, my mom picked me up at tina's, and i got in the car and she just hung up the phone with my cousin's mom. my cus just had her second baby, i couldn't be happier. i love her so much..she was always the only cousin who was nice to me since i was little. she only came down sometimes when we were younger, she's a SD local. so yeah. we were pretty tight, we still talk here and there on ms. i lost contact with her for like 3 years, i tried like so hard to get a reach of her. myspace=lifesaver.
then tonight..my mom told me she was adopted..
and she just found out almost a year ago.
i was in such a shock, i didn't say anything the ride home.
i started crying..only a little
i just feel so horrible, i felt like she's been lied to for the past 20 somethin years. and i feel for her. seriously..
got home, went in my room. cried a river for 10 minutes.
i'm okay now. that just bothers me so baad.

we were making fun of tina's pda---
trang: oh shit man, i remember that shit..that was bad, did she telll you about it?
kevin: i was there ahha
trang: OH SHIT, yeah huh?! DID YOU HEAR THAT SHIT?!
kevin: YEAH MAN, even the dying kids in china coulda heard that shit
trang: serious shit, HELEN KELLER COULDA HEARD THAT SHIT.
tina: =O
that was like, the famous quote of the day. that's right, that was the worst burn of the century. ouchh, tsss. sizzles when i think about it.

hate

SOOOO..i realized, holding grudges aren't good.
i plan on working on that, because i tend to never give people second chances
and when i do, it takes me a daaaaaaaaayumn while.
they're not fun, idk why i hold onto shit for so long.
i gotta like let it go, and move on. i think that would make life easier.
i finally let go of this one grudge i've been holding onto since valentines day last year TODAY. LOL, =/ eeeek.
i got a minor grudge i've been holding for the past 2 months, it's not even that big of a deal, i think i'ma go..and finally start talkin to the person again. ahaha, i feel kinda bad.
maybe because i'm in a good mood right now, i think that when i get in a bad mood, this all changes..LOOL

oh and i hate to be betrayed.
i haven't felt this betrayed in a while WHILEEEE!
everyone talk shit on you this weekend, maybe that's karma.
i don't think you realized what you did much.
i trusted yaaa homie, i told you a lot of stuff.
then you go around, in front of my face do stuff like that?
THEN, go on and gimme crappy ass excuses for it, when i saw everythin
NAWWWWWWWWWWWWW, sorry, it's ovaa. you won't see whats comin next for ya yo : )

angel hair

YO. so YESTERDAY, went to ss, w/e
then i picked tina up, and went to bt
supposed to meet up with thach and all them and watch transformers
but me and tina were kinda tired of it, it woulda been the third time i've seen it in a week, sheeet.
so we just went to eat, and waited around and stuff
they finally came ouut, so we went to the arcade and kicked it, played games what not
then went to PINKBERRY! where they were giving out FREE YOGURTTTTTTT!! with toppins!
and gave us coupons for free parfaits, fuck yes.
so tina slept over, aannnd we talked, all night!
when we woke up, it was like..2. so we got ready, my uncle came at 430, we went grocery shopping.
got back, and tina and iii made him a whole bigasss birthday dinner.
my mom kept..butting in..i got kinda irratated, but she did help..hahaha
everyone LOVED the dinner, nigga we went all out
we had like, salad and shit. LOL!
then after, around 9, my uncle took me and tina to go to pinkberry so we can go get those free parfaits
FUCKER A;DLKJSFDLKFJ i left my coupon at home..
so then i got yogurt, but i didn't have to pay. ehehehe =)
then saw kpham, lindsey, and kp's mom, yayyy.
thennnnnn got home, chilled for a while, then tina left
now i'm here, bored! haha good two days, i ain't gonna lieee! :)

round 2

Went to summmaschool, omg borrrrring.
i didn't do shit today, just sat there and ate my chips. : )
and twittered..LOL there's this cute guy at summer school..
anyway, after ss, went to gma's and jessica wanted me to go movies with herrr.
so her homiee anthony, and her picked me up. he wanted genki living, so we went to find it, we got lost somewhere in anahiem, even though my grandma's house is across the street from genki. then we got on the free way, nd got to bt but somehow, when we got off the exit, we were back to chapman..and then we kept driving, then we stopped at like, korean town..
and anthony really wanted some milkis, and we were like wtf..
so we started makin fun of him, LOL
and he was all 'DONT JUDGE MY KOREAN SHIT' wimp.
and then he bought some for us..LOL and it was like really good shit..
i was scared to drink it
then we finallly got to bt, and we went to watch transformers 2!
with some guy named andy, idk who he is.
it was great the second time.
lol, i was loneeely. it's cool..w/e then went home, with jessica. and we hungout and ate mexican food :)

Revenge of the Fallen

oh shiiiit
transformers two was offfff the CHAAAAAAIN
it was so amazin, best movie i've seen in a while!
shia labeouf, meagan foxxxxx was so damn SEXY. damn..
we went to the midnight premiere, hell yeeeeeh.
went to bt at 10, sat in line for an hour, got BEST SEATS at 11, movie started at 1230!
finished around 3, had car puzzzles for like 30 mins, split up into two groups, so i was part of the second group. waited around for bout 20 mins, got home with tina around 4. picked out an outfit for ss, and jammies with tina till 430, laid in bed and talked to tina till 5, i tried to sleep, tina kept talkin to 530, finally i slept at like 545-50. then i didn't respond, so she texted me..like an hour later..and shit.
i woke up at 7, had summer school at 8 -_-.. an hour and a half of sleep isn't healthy when i got plans the same day!!
so i went to ss, left tina home alone.
i could barely stay awake, and 4 hours seemed like 3 days.
got home around 1, she stilll sleepin, woke her up with some tacobell!
we're spose to go to the beeeeeeeeeach, she showerin :) idk what's next.
i had an interesting night, haha!
LETS DO THAT SHIT AGAIN

beautiful nightmare

so yesterday, i woke up from the worst nightmare i've ever had
i was like, shakin..still have that image in my head..eeek!! i don't even wanna go there.
and thenn, i fell back asleep, and i had a dream of an old friend
so i woke up, and i was like hm, i haven't talked to him in a while, so i talked to him.
he was like 'oh wow hey, it's been a while'
i was like yeah, not really..
and he was like 'trang, you stopped talking to me when i was just beginning sophomore year, now i'm a senior'
i was like, oh..........shit. LOL
so we talked a little, and now we're hanginnn friddayyyzz! : )

oh, congratulations boy.
never gonna get a chance with youzz :(
well, i wasn't plannin on it much, i woulda lost my bet. EHEHE
but you're still cute! oh well, you & her are gonna be great :)
i support!

hungout w/ jessica today, great bondage!!

i'm all crammed with plans this weekend, this weekend didn't do SHIT cus everyone's so busy, now this upcoming weekend everyone's free and made plans with me.
i only got like 3 days kay.
friday: movies, year one with bestf&others.
saturday: jessica wanted to watch transformers.
sunday: uncle wants me and tina to cook dinner for him.
but then, lynn & i planned a movie date this weekend
and we were gonna go bc..
i was gonna squeeze in some time for jasmine,
and i wanted to hangout with thach too..
and was gonna go biking or some shit. idk :(
i hope i get organized by thursday!

NINJADROPS

i think i'm obsessed with Christian.
no, i AM obsessed with Christian.
i got really bored tonight, had noone to talk to, nothing to do
so i decided to go on youtube, and look at my new youtube person that i subscribed to last week.
i watched, all 58 of his videos, took 3 hours, and now, i'm like obsessed with him because he is so amazing, and beautiful, and funny. he's so spectacular. i think this is an 'i've got a crush on a youtube star" moment.
i'm like, so in love with this guy. he melts my heart..had to dedicate a blog ALL to him. omg so creeeeppyyyyy, but it's kinda like, i have a crush on a celebrity. i mean, every girl has a celeb bf, so stfu. no judging!! i call it, claim it, nose goes, finders keepers losers weepers, he's mine, back off.

look at those people walking out dying

biked to htb with kp&tina, ate 5 mofucka full plates of food, i almost threw up. but we were all gonna have 5 plates, if we ate less, we'd be PUSSSSY SHIT. we established a family, :') we got a lotta fucken rules though, it's cool! dollar tree, did some dress up! biked to thl's house. andy, kayla, me, tina le, tina, kevin. chilllled out. and then yeah. went home, idk what they did after. i think they went movies. :/ yeah, i couldn't go. darn!

I'M SORRY ANDY, FORGIVE ME GODDDDDDAMMMMMIT. -_____- you're soo lame, i can't believe you ignored my 'byes' -__-, i was being so niceeee today. <^>

L.A. CANDY

what a beautiful day today.
it was hot though, didn't do SHIT today
just chilled out, felt so nice waking up at 12 knowing it WASN'T saturday/sunday.
from 12-5 played games nonstop! took 2 eating breaks. yup. played, wedding dash, dining dash, parking dash, fitness dash, wedding with cupid dash, dining hometown heroes dash. FUN ASS SHITTTTTTTTTT!!!!
was planning on asking my uncle to take me and tina to eat bc, and do latenight shit,
but SOMEONE is gonna be in vegas and didn't invite us, AGAIN. -_-
now we gotta pay for bc, shit..
I GOT MY "L.A. CANDY by LAUREN CONRAD" in the mail yesterday, i screamed! i'm so excited to read this shit. ugh, i wish i went to her book signing.......fuck.
i read part of it online, good shit. i'm kinda lazy to read a book, feels like i have better things to do, but i can't wait to just get into that shit!!

cruisin'

welcome into my life, SUMMMER
like, i couldn't be any happier today
LEFT school, for GOOD, then went to hometown buffet with family
thennn, got home, hooked up the bike rack, slapped on the bike, and headed to the beach!
met up tina and kevin pham at 'Dwight's' or somesheeet..
we biked for a while, then did some hardball racing.
"SUCK ON THIS MOTHAFUCKAAAAAAAS!"
after, we went to jambaaa. funnnn!
then mama picked us & the bikes up, went to jack in the box, had dinner ^___^
back to my hizzle, chilled, and tina needed to go home to go sell her phone!
took kevin's bike to his house, then went to tina's house. we all went up to her house, kevin was gonna stay w/ tina incase she gets kidnapped, and i needed to get my phone. WHICH I AM SELLING, HIT ME UUUUP ;) went in, her mom was sleeping, snuck back out. told my mom they were gonna 'walk' to starbucks to give her the guilt trip, so she took us to starbucks ^_^ and on the way, tina called the dude to go there, and he was like 'uhh, busy now sorry' BITCHASSSS, i wanted a drink. we had to go back to tina's house, drop her off, then kevin's house. we were almost to his street, then we stopped at a stop sign in back of this car. and all a sudden, the door of the car in front of us opened up, then this old asian lady walked out like it was NOTHIN. and she just stood there and chilled at the sign, and the car drove off. me and kev, "WHAT THAAAA?!" hahaha, simultaneously. it was just the weirdest, most random thing EVER. we were weirded out for like the rest of the trip to his hizzle. hahahaha, still can't get over it. i love you guys.

pchew!

so it hit me like a brick being thrown from like 5000 miles away
i'm a JUNIOR NOW! WHAAAAt?! soooo unreal.
it'll probably absorb like a few months into the new school year.
so i went to the office today to get my summer school form because my mom "misplaced" it, and they said this whole time i wasn't enrolllled. i wish i wouldn't have to, but i had to fix it : (. so my mom went in and they lost my forms, so then my councilor had to call rancho, and enroll me..shoulda told my mom to enroll me into santiago, i wish i could be with kluu! oh wellll. i'm really scared, idk anyone at rancho, and idk anyone who's going to ss from gghs. i'm scared, cus last year, sam was with me, but then she was absent like 3/4 of the time, so at break, i was alone..
until 2nd semester when i had myyy babygirl heather:') she saved my life..
UGH. now what?! she graduated -_- fmll! hopefully i can make new friends. : )

felt like it!

today, seemed like it was the last day of school
because rop ended today, HELLLL YES!!!!!!!!
and because we had a cultural exchange in history.
idkkk yo!
on the inside of my bottom lip, theres like..a water..bubble...bump thing
and it's really annoying
and i can't pop it. wont pop LOL
eeew sounds so gross..
i'm in kinda a happy mood, reaaaalllllly craving boilin crab, no joke.

OKAY OKAY
i got a 6 week workout gameplan:
summerschool, grandma's, BIKE IT around the neighborhood for an hour-two hours everyday. determined to lose weight man. gonna go through this fucking resolution. i know that biking DOES work, me and tina biked it all winterbreak and i lost like 5 lbs..then gained it back the next month. HAHAHAHAHA. commitment? we'll see. tina..do it with me if you can get a ride : (

hellololo

so last night, went to cheesecake factory with tina & gwen!
so cute..we were all floral/summery :')
food was YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMy
then went to ultaa, came back, did some waiting with jessica
thach,brandon,dandy,richard,nina,lynn,vivian came and we went to watch drag me to hell AGAin.
i had to do some sneaking in..-_- bitches..
we got good seats, but some of them didn't becaause they came in too late :) suckaaaaas
me and tina and shit screamed our asses off, idk why i was so scared, i already watched it -_- i didn't see some shit come.
after wards, we walked me to the front and i left. : )
fun day, yeaaaaaah.

oh. and..lately i've been thinking..
i really, really, really DON'T like to share, my boys.
any of them, to any body. bugs me when people..think i'll share
cus i won't..

don't shoot the

OKAY, so like lately, i've been having to be a 'messenger' for plenttttttty of people, and i am soooo tired of it. through text, through phones, through people, through notes. PLEASE STOPPP! whatever you need to get through to the other person, DO IT YOURSELF. i was okay with it for a while, but then it got really irratating doing it for everyone.
we were watching a movie in english today, and fucking im in between two lovebirds, and they made me pass their fucking note back and forth through out the whole movie like 80 times. omfg..-_-
it's not like people CAN'T talk to the other person, it's just laziness, or some shit..just do it..omggggggggggggg leave me ALONEE. LEAVE TRANG ALONE!! :'(

shit, i'm angry.
anyway, i just ate buffet..so goood, so fulll.
tomorrow: fancy dinner with my two fave girls! :)

better days

i'm feeling better, no more sickness
well kinda, i coughed my guts out today
but i'm pretty okay now, just tired.
i was really busy with yesterday with projects, but now i'm free. :)

i've been breaking out lately, and it's not going away.
stress, too much thinking :/
ima go on the happy sideee now, or tryyyyyy to!
seriously laying off the boys, until SUMMER SCHOOL
meet new ones, forget about all the old ones, hopefully!

worse?!

i'm even more sick today, like 20x
felt like i got hit by a train and it spun upside down around 500x, ow:(
i stayed home today, i was happy bout it, but then i had a really cute outfit planned for today..oh well there's tomorrow
been laying around all day, sleeping
when i start to sleep/nap, i'm super duper cold
and then, i JUMP up like half an hour later fuckin feeling like i was shoved into an oven
and i start freaking out cus it's so goddamn hot
i had to change into a tshirt, and it was stilll like that
ate a shitload of watermelons to cool me down
shit, it happened like 5 times today..

chain reactionn

so i got sick today.
wait, lemme rephrase that, EVERYONE got sick today.
one mother fucker got sick at summer shakedown, and then another, and now everyone, or atleast every asian that was there is fucking sick, including me.
we all have the same symptoms, and it's horrible.
it didn't even happen right away, it waited thru saturday, sunday, then today, it just went..BAM! and everyone got sick.
my mom didn't even believe me when i said i got sick, she thought i was lazy to go to school cus i was fine all weekend. idk maaan, stupid shit.
i have a reallllly bad headache right now, bye :(

dragmetoshakedown

went to summer shakedown on friday, a lot of people were there
the lights were on..the principle kept kicking people out who were grinding too sexuallly, 5 mins later, you'll see them back in the middle of the crowd, HAHA.
such a fun time dude..they were only strict for like an hour, but the rest was pretty fun. i saw, met a buncha people. i think that was like, a 5 hour workout, my legs still kinda hurt..i saw someone i really didn't wanna see, i think it's because i can't accept the rejection from him, EEEEK. hateee tall asians..
went to bella terra yesterday, supposed to go to watch up at 520, bitches came at 545, and by the time we got in front of the movies(lagggers), it was like 605. was with thach,jasmine,jessica, richard, and dandy but he left. so instead, bitches made me watch drag me to hell, and me and jessica were like huddled up behind the popcorn box, and we watched the movie through the cracks of our fingers, it was actually kinda a funny movie, but then fucking scary ass shit too. me and jessica screamed our asses off man, when she screamed, i'd scream. and it went on for the whole movie. jasmine didn't really scream, but she was scared, thach got scared >:) then jasmine slept over, we couldn't sleep until 4am because we kept thinking about the scarybitchass old lady in the movie.
woke up went to mcdonalds, and then stayed home till 3 and took pictures, made videos and shit.
i'm so jealous of tina,kevin,lindsey, and sarah. i want to shoot them.

oh and i failed my written test...again, pretty depressed about it.

preshake

mhm, i saw brianna trieu today, and spent about an hour with her and her cousin. LOVELOVEEEE her.
TOMORROW IS SUMMER SHAKEDOWN, and oh man am i excited!!
GAMEPLAN: speed through school, run to the dmv & take my written test AGAIN, and hopefully passing, go to KEVIN PHAM'S house! get dolled up with tina, and 'help' kp dolled up and TRY to make him look almost as good as us :), then...i'll probably want food..then off to shakedown!! booty booty rockin errrrrwhere, then go back to kp's to get my clothes,bags,&stuff, then stay at tina's house for the night. YAYYYYYY! i get my own bed there!!!!<33

maid? in this economy?!

i'm SO over the maid dude..
she's been cleanin for the house for about, 2 years..? now.
and lately, she's been throwin the wrong things away
this started ever since i went to the britney spears concert,
first she threw away the top 'ad' part of the concert picture on my masquerade mask. and i got pissed.
next, she threw away my britney spears cup, WHICH i luckily found in the trash
and then she took my TEEN VOGUE bag, took all my autographs out of it, and threw away the bag.
then, i blew up. i got so fucking mad, i almost started crying.
sounds kinda lame,snobby w/e but NO ONE was EVER suppose to touch my autograph except for me & hayden panetierre.
i didn't even let my mom touch it.
FUCKER BEANER ASS SHIT, took it and fuckin shit.
this time, she threw away ALL my forever21, mac bags, my mac makeup containers that i could save to get free shit, my SUNFLOWER SEEDS BAG that was like 3/4 full >:o, my unopened vs lotion, MY MOTHER FUCKING dooney&bourke water bottle <^>, my yogurtland spoon, my homework -_-.
the fuck bitch, get out of my life already. clean my shit, but don't throw my shit away. FUCK.

JUNE01

new moooonth, new adventures:)
starting with, summer shakedown!!!!!!!
i'm excited, i haven't gone to a dance since freshman year homecoming..
i haven't gotten much to say, nothing new obviously.
ahahha, i've made new friends this month, or gotten way closer to some acquaintances.
yay meeeeeee! :) i'm thankful for that. i'm not fully trusting them, i'm still a little skeptical. i'm beginning to have trust issues, but it's better for me.
it takes time, but lately, new friends are way fun :)
my hair's fading, i've gotten a lot of comments today from people asking if i dyed my hair, interesting!
yeah, i don't know what to do with my hair anymore, i quit!