9/14

damn, even though the sun was out today, it was probably the gloomiest day at school. =/
literally, almost everyone..was crying, or extremely down. even the teachers. one of my teachers couldn't even teach because he couldn't handle it, so we had a sub and just relaxed all period. they had professional help in the library for people who needed it, and every period the teacher would spend at least 10-15 minutes talking about what happened friday night. they were surprisingly understanding, so we didn't have to do much all day. i feel so awful =( we had two announcements throughout the day about it, and his pictures were probably on every single wall of the school about atleast 20 times per wall. signs EVERY where. and almost everyone in school was wearing black, with the white&red ribbon from his memorial.

afterschool when i was walking out of school, i stopped at the argo head, and there was this HUUGE shrine for him. like 30 candles, and like soo many flowers, balloons, and pictures. =( everyone gathered around, some were tearing up. sighh, so so sad =( seriously, like even if you tried to be like happy and shit, it'll probably work for about 20 minutes, 25 at the most. and then it all comes back down.
i didn't personally know him, but honestly, much love to him & his family.
rest in peace.

by the way, FUUUUCK kanye! taylor ftwwww