bad start?

this year has been HORRIBLE!
i must admit, there has been some REALLY good highs throughout the year,
but over-all, it's been the worst so far :( i kinda had a feeling from the start this wouldn't go so well, but why would i admit it; i hoped for the best.
first off, very beginning of january, got thrown and played around. fml. made me develop MAD trust issues towards guys relationship wise. i still cannot trust any guy, so i'm over the idea of relationships. no more, ain't goin tie me down.
then, beginning of february, i come to find out there's been secrets kept from me. no big, made me develop trust issues towards EVERYONE. and i didn't know who to look at for trust, honesty. but i always have my bestfriend, and i'm recovering from that anyway. already passed that.
then beginning of chinese new years, i thought this would turn my year around considering every chinese new years through out my life time has been amazing, and it was amazing. except for the car crash from that dumb ass asian texting while driving, caused neck/back pain for almost a week, and gave everyone STRESS, headaches, etc. -_-
sigh, could this year get any worse? :/
fuck it---when in doubt, start driving to shisha