meant to be broken?

commitment. ever since january first, everything is gone!
my whole view on boys, relationships, gone!
no more commitments, no more relationships for a while.
i thought i was always going to be the "commitment" type person,
but i guess one person can change my whole view on everything.

commitment. starting march 1st, gonna start DIETING?!
lol, and then working out at katelyn's with her & tinaa:)
yess. lol time to get fit for spring break! haha but who knows,
i always break my promises for myself, i hope i can keep it this time :(

commitment. even when he's tied down, he still does DUMB ass shit.
i'm so glad i'm not in her position, being lied to straight to my face.
i passed that shit, and i learned my lesson. i don't get how he can just
lie through his teeth, and go around doing idiotic things like that.
wow i'm pretty shocked but you know, i guess some people never learn?
and some people just don't understand commitment.

*i'm..no, WE, are always here for you, through anything. and you know that.
practically family, i would never do anything to hurt you in any situation.
please, smile. stop being so down, please. :( it pains me to see you in such a
rough patch. it wasn't your fault, it had nothing to do with you. don't feel bad,
you know no one planned it, i can't stress it enough. please, no more crying. you don't deserve your family bagging on you, you don't deserve all these financial complications, you don't deserve this big headache! you don't deserve any of this, let me tell you. if anything, you deserve the best!:) and you deserve sunshine, and happiness. don't worry too much, okay? you know we're here for anything, i know you know. and i know you know i love you sososososo muchhhhh. I'M ALWAYS HERE!!!!!