wish i could hug you

Today started out very, very, amazing..
the love of ma life, CHRISTIAN NINJADROPS e-mailed me..
like woah; i was like hyperventelating idk how you spell that shit.
and then went to ss, w/eeeeeee!!!!
went into wendy's car for the first time, she drives cuhrrrazy.
then got to gma's, then biked it by myself! to staterbros. on idk..magnolia? yeah.
scurrry..met up tina, kevin, and kevin's new bike!!! beach cruiser, and shimmery--may i add ;) EHHE.
and zennn we went to htb, got 50% discount because, I AM THE BEST PERSON EVER.
no, anna is, she works there, my homegirl.
gave us alllll discounts WHAT NOW SUCKAAAAAAAA! ;)
AND THEN CHRISTIAN NINJADROPS EMAILED ME AGAINNNNN!!!!!!!
then biked to cefiore, then around tina's neighborhood.
then it got dark, so we went on an empty street, and we did some hardcore bad ass bike-dancing. don't even try to compare!!

then at 9, my mom picked me up at tina's, and i got in the car and she just hung up the phone with my cousin's mom. my cus just had her second baby, i couldn't be happier. i love her so much..she was always the only cousin who was nice to me since i was little. she only came down sometimes when we were younger, she's a SD local. so yeah. we were pretty tight, we still talk here and there on ms. i lost contact with her for like 3 years, i tried like so hard to get a reach of her. myspace=lifesaver.
then tonight..my mom told me she was adopted..
and she just found out almost a year ago.
i was in such a shock, i didn't say anything the ride home.
i started crying..only a little
i just feel so horrible, i felt like she's been lied to for the past 20 somethin years. and i feel for her. seriously..
got home, went in my room. cried a river for 10 minutes.
i'm okay now. that just bothers me so baad.

we were making fun of tina's pda---
trang: oh shit man, i remember that shit..that was bad, did she telll you about it?
kevin: i was there ahha
trang: OH SHIT, yeah huh?! DID YOU HEAR THAT SHIT?!
kevin: YEAH MAN, even the dying kids in china coulda heard that shit
trang: serious shit, HELEN KELLER COULDA HEARD THAT SHIT.
tina: =O
that was like, the famous quote of the day. that's right, that was the worst burn of the century. ouchh, tsss. sizzles when i think about it.