let this pass

soo, i wonder--
should i stop doing the things i know that's bad for me?
obviously the answer is yes..
but it's so captivating, and exciting.
i always think, i shouldn't be doing this. but i do..
time passes, and my mind passes.

i do wonder what's next, sometimes; lately..
i thought i knew exactly what's been planned out for me.
but i was completely wrong!
everything is full of unexpected things.
bad, and good.
sometimes i love the different feelings, but sometimes.
i wish i could just stick to my comfortable planned life.

i do wonder about you sometimes.
but when i think hard enough, i realize;
that i don't...really care anymore.
when i told you i was done with you,
i meant it. bye, so called best friend.
you don't know me anymore, and i don't know you anymore.
we had good times, but those times pass.