wrap

finals was so shitty. it was not a good week!
i didn't study much.. eh.
been goin to all the basketball games, made me lose my voice =/
went to roscoes for the first time yesterday with andy, twinkie, & thl.
and today, went to corona beach for the first time w/ thl & andy, then went to fashion island. afterrr, we went to watch dear john with vannie & kristina. i kinda cried, it was sad.. andy teared up ^__^. and we did it all in the rain. sup bitches.

i haven't talked to him for exactly a month.
such a dramatic jump from talking 24/7 to not knowing that neither of us even exist.
i'm not gonna lie, it does pain me to see them together. kills me a little, but less and less everyday. and soon enough, it'll be gone. and i'm not gonna lie, he IS on my mind constantly, but again. less and less everyday, and soon it'll be gone. i'm almost at that point, i can do it! ^___^ i almost gave it up, and run back to him, but nah. i'm not thaat weak. hahaa, we ended off on bad terms, and i don't like that feeling. perhaps in the long run, things would change. but right now, it doesn't matter.

my family. we're all emotionally stressed about the recent incident. we'll all be okay, can't wait for the day he walks through those doors, and i get to see him. the last time to say goodbye, was so much more painful than i thought it'd be. but it's not the end of the world, haha.